Hi! I haven't been here in 20 yrs dude.
Anyways, back to my rants about everything. I'm really f'ed up rn bc Ik there's something wrong with me but like everyone keeps telling me that I'm ok but Ik I'm not ok and it's stressing me out and my parents are all like, it's a phase your ok nothing's wrong with you your fine and I'm like ho I'm not ok but i mean my grandma helps and all but I just need like legit help idek man
Then this ho who used to go to my school but left she was being super bitchy and she used to be my friend but now she's so mean and I tried to be nice but this girl doesn't know what nice is so I mean yea that happened. I want to do so many things when I leave this hell hole of a place I call "home".
Also, my 8th grade friends are leaving me (Misha, Lily, KK, Shanah, Charlie and Poison Ivy) *nicknames btw*
These hoes are leaving me because they are going to 9th and I'm stuck here and I just want to freaking graduate and leave and go to college.
Also, WHY IS THE STRAIGHT FLAG BLACK ANS WHITE??? This is bothering me. I could at least get a tint of blue or a dash of purple or maybe a blur of green but no it's black and white it's so plain and everyone else is super hella colorful and it's just depressing like me
I'm dying inside TBH. I'm a hot mess but at least I'm hot;)
Also, I'm extra salt because everyone is hanging out this summer and I'm stuck here with parents who don't trust me or don't let me go anywhere and so I'm stuck at home and ugh I'm just done TBH
THEN CEDAR POINT CLOSES THE DAY I WAS GONNA GO LIKE DUDEEEEEE
THEN MY INTERWEB FRIENDS ARE DUCKING AMAZING AND MY IRL FRIENDS ARE LOWKEY SUPER SHITTY.
THEN THERES AN INTERNET FRIEND NAMED LOGAN AND HES SO CUTE BUT HES GAY AND IM JUST...
My life is a mess dude. I was having so much fun and I was so happy and now I'm just fucking up.
I'm lowkey a fuck up tho but who even cares anymore
In 5 years, I will be out of my home and in another home where I can be happy asf and not having to worry about anyone but myself.
I already said that didn't I?
Yea ok I'm bout done for today.
I've spilled just about all my problems out.
Well, almost all. I don't wanna make this long anyways.
Ok bye for now.
-Carrie🙃
