Mr. Hood ;; au

1.0

Scarlet ;;

the moon looked very nice tonight. i sat by the window wearing Calums old t-shit that smelled like wood and smoke, it was a weird combination but i found comfort in it, i had a glass of wine i found in the fridge i didnt care if i would get hungover tomorrow but i couldnt get the kiss of my mind. it wasnt a good thing, it was bad especially that i didn't know how Calum was gonna react.

it didnt mean two shits about me, but was it true when Michael said that he's still cheating on me? or was it just to confuse me? i didnr want to jump in to conclusions i wanted to ask Calum myself.

and like he could hear the thoughts running in my head he woke up. "Princess?" his voice husky. "hi" i said looking over him on the bed. the duvet hiding his back and ass exposing his long legs. "why are you up?" he said sitting, "i couldnt sleep i habe too much on my mind" i said looking out the window again.

it was now or never.

"Calum, can we talk?" i look at him drowning the wine, "yeah, babygirl whats wrong?" he asks. i move and sat infront of him on his bed. "Calum i did something you'll probably hate me for doing" i said. "what is it?" he said grabbing my hand. 

"Cal, i kissed Michael" i look at our loosely intertwined hands.

i felt him laugh bitterly and sigh. "he came on to me Calum" i explained looking at him his eyes not meeting mine.  "did you kiss back?" he asks. i nod. he let out a shaky breath running a hand in his hair. "Cal, look im so-" i triedbut he cut me off "i trusted you"

"and you can still trust me i pushed him off, because i like you okay?" i explain.  "you can still trust me" i said. 

"i cant" he said bitterly.  and that when i loose it. "you cant trust me?" i laugh he looked at me weirdly. "you cant trust me just because i kissed a guy one time?" i scoff.  "you cant trust me, but i trust you so much even if you sleep with girls? i trust you even if you call me names? i trust you even if i barely know you? i trust you so much. i trust you because im falling for you" i was crying now. now that i have admitted I'm falling for him i feel stupid. 

i stood up from the bed turning my back against him. i never wanted to be this girl who cries over a guy but i was here again. and i hated it.

i hear shuffling from behind me then a door slamming shut making me cry some more. 

i tried to sleep on the bed but all i could smell was his scent so i went to the other room and tried sleeping there. 

i groan awake looking at the clock, 6:37, great i slept for two hours, i have a hangover and Calum's mad at me.

i stand up walking to his room even if my head was spinning.

i open the door and see him, and a girl. a girl that wasnt me. a girl and him naked in the sheets i sleep in. a girl that was probably a toy. just like me.

a few tears had slip my eyes before i had the courage to close the door and go back to my room and pack my things. 

dialling jessie xx

"hello?"

"jess?"

"scar why are you crying?"

"jess, just please pick me up at Calums place. please"

"okay ill be there"

"thank you"

i remove his shirt i slept in changing it to a hoodie i have and a dirty leggings on the floor, i grab my bags walking out the room i know running from your problems is a very pussy move but, i didnt want to be in there. not when he slept with someone.

"Zanya, if Calum asks for me tell him you dont know where i went or if i left" i told her she nods as i continue outside.

soon Jess was there with Luke on the drivers seat. i enter the car with my bags. "im so sorry to habe to ruin your vacation" i mutter to them. tears not spilling. i think i lost all the water in my system. "hey its okay" Jess said. "you can tell us what happened with youre ready" Luke said i nod.

i laid on the bed my mind blank from all the things that happened today. "Scar, do you want anything to eat?" Jess asks, i shake my head. i have drank a whole bottle of cheap whine watched sad movies listened to sad songs laid in my bed. "leave me alone" i mumble. "Scar please" Jess said.  "No. i said leave me be" i said.  she nods then closes the door.

Calum hasnt called nor texted. but i have left a bunch of crying voicemails and drunk text messages, i feel pathetic.

i was expecting millions of text, calls or even flowers, but again i was hoping for nothing. i didnt know if i was still going to go to the gala tomorrow night. i dont think he would like me to be there. tho i think i needed to be there because of Chance.

to: Chance Clifford

do i still need to go to the gala tomorrow? calum and i fought i dont think he would want to see me
from: Chance Clifford

yes.

to: Chance Clifford

i dont have a dress.

from: Chance Clifford

i pay you buy one.

to: Chance Clifford

no chance on making you say no?

from: Chance Clifford

nope

i groan i needed to get sober and buy a dress before the day ends. "Jess!" i shout. "yes?!" she shouts back. "come here"

"yes?" she said by the door. "can you buy me a dress?" i said. "what why?" she said.

"because Calum probably doesnt want to do anything with me so" i said. "dont think about it like that Scar" she said sitting next to me.

"Scar there's something for you" Luke said. entering with a box in his hands, i look at the lid and it said.

Ellie Saab

i look at Luke when he handed me a note,

i open the note and it said,

"Enjoy the night Ms. Stone,

- Saab"

i opened the box and gasp at the dress. this wasnt released til fall.

Luke and Jess left me in the room gaping at the dress, i pulled the dress off its box and started to sink in the Saab dress in my hands.

i dont think i could wear this, because i knew whos it from.

Calum.

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alrightyyy i had a major writers block frens em sorry, ill try to update moreeee heh