Mr. Hood ;; au

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Scarlet ;;

i woke up the next day after drinking again seems like its the only thing i can rely on to sleep.

i took a bath and wore my underwear i went to the bedroom Luke said was mine and walked in my underwear since i knew no one would come inside, and i locked the door and started to blast frank ocean.

i went to the bed where my dress was laid on. it looked so perfect i didnt think i deserved to wear it.

to: calum hood

i dont deserve the dress, im telling luke to give it back to you

i didnt except for him to reply so i just laid on my bed the sun from the open curtains hitting my skin.

my phone vibrated against my stomach where i had placed it.

from: calum hood

wear it, ill let gavin pick you up at seven

to: calum hood

i am not going with you calum.

from: calum hood

yes. we need to talk.

to: calum hood

i think you sleeping with a girl explains it all

from: calum hood

where are you?

to: calum hood

somewhere youre not.

i burry my phone under the pillows then just laid there, i wanted to forgive Calum because i believe in him, i believe so much in him. but i want to stop hurting myself.

it was around lunch time when i heard voices from down stairs. i knew who it was and i knew i didnt have an escape. so i laid there in a big shirt. his shirt "Scar can we talk please" his voice rang through the room. i didnt answer i just sigh. "i know youre in there" he said, "please lets talk this out" his voice soften. i walked over to the door and leaned my head on it. "Scarlet please" he begs. "she didnt mean two shits to me i swear. trust me on this, i know i shouldn't have done it but i was high, drunk and stupid. i didnt know what i was doing i swear. i would never do that on purpose. it was wrong of me to do that but i was mad and scared, i was mad at you for kissing Michael, and i was scared to loose you. i didnt mean it when i said i cant trust you. i trust you so much princess, ive never trusted anyone other than you believe me. i know i fucked up and you said i would never get another chance but im so fucking sorry baby, i dont want to loose you. i can loose everything but not you. i cant loose someone im shamelessly falling for. i cant loose someone who has me wrapped around her finger and makes me want to be the best version of myself i cant loose someone who i trust more than myself, princess i cant loose you. please."

i cried while he spoke, he sniffs, he's crying?

"i swear if youre not in there and i just spilled my heart, im gonna ounch this door down. im so sorry Scarlet."

i opened the door a crack and walked to my bed laid down how i did before he came, my eyes on the ceiling, tears falling from my eyes my breath ragged. "oh babygirl im so sorry" he said hugging me to his chest. i cried in his arms crying because i knew i was going to forgive him sooner that everyone can think, i told myself i was never gonna be alright if he cheated on me again but why was i alright now that he's with me again?

"i feel stupid" i sniff, "im not supposed to be in your arms again i hate this."

"im not supposed to be alright with you"