Mr. Hood ;; au

1.2

he didnt call.

i waited, for hours after i ran out of that stupid charity event. i already booked a flight back, paid it with all i have right now.

"are you sure you're going?" she asks. "yeah, i- im going straight to Maine" i told her. "what? why?" Jess asks, "i-i dont belong in this world Jess, im just getting my heart ripped. likd what i did before and i dont want that to happen. im tired of putting myself there. i dont want to be fighting, i want to be fought for Jess" i told my bestfriend. "have you tried calling him?" she asks. "one time last night." i told her.

"call him again, one last time. please?" she begs, i nod.

i walk out the balcony with my phone in my hands. i typed his number and it started to ring.

"hello?" his voice rasps.

"hi" i breath out. i was nervous,

"what?" he said.

"i- uh" i told him

this was far too awkward and intense.

"where are you?" i ask him

"home" he said. "new york?" i ask. "yeah"

so he really did leave me. he was really tired of me. "ah, okay" i sigh. i wanted to cry.

hold yourself together Scarlet.

"yeah" he said.

"you're not gonna fight for me?" i desperately ask. "whats there to fight for?" he said. his voice was far too emotional. just like how we met,

"yeah. what is there? im sorry i love you. have a nice life Cal, i'll see you around"

dropped the love word too early. but its true, under all his bullshit i love him and he makes me.

i let a tear drop and wipe it right after.

i went inside and found Jess on the bed looking at me with jope in her eyes, "apparently im not worth fighting for" i smile sadly. "im tired. of this" i sigh closing my eyes praying that i wont cry.

"my flight leaves in three hours Jess im gonna go" i told her my last choice

    CALUM

i ran out of the party. I was gonna leave her before she gets the chance to leave me. I was tired of being left. So why not leave her. I was being selfish, but this is who i am. This is what im made of. Selfishness.

I spot Luke and tap him "hey Cal, where's Scar?" He asks. "I left her. But if she looks for me. You never saw me. Okay?" I told him "what? Why?" He asks confused. "Im leaving for new york tonight. Ill take my plane" i said. "And leave the girl? That fucked up Calum" he told me "its not like i dont know asshole. Just dont tell her." I said the sped off.

"Gavin, pick me up, tell Ronaldo to ready the plane im flying back to new york"

SCARLET

"Welcome back honey!" my mum greeted me as i see them in the lobby of the busy airport. "hi mum, hey joan" i greet my mun and her girlfriend "so what brings you back to maine?" Joan asks as we enter her mini van. "Boys and stupidity thats what" i scoff "tough subject?" mum asks i nod. "oki dokie" she said.

when we got home i went straight to the kitchen got a bottle of wine and went up to my room, i checked my phone and was greeted by a text from Jess.

from; jess xx

you deserve better hun, take as much time as u need healing. luke and i are always here for u bubba, love you lots xx

i started to drown myself in wine and "what if's" that included him.