THEN about 2 hrs later, my friends and i made our way to mt eden/the powerstation and waited inline for 4 hours. it was insane! i was so nervous as it was my first concert but i shit you not, the hype building up was just an amazing thing to be around.
eventually @ 7:50pm the doors opened and we were let in. i bought a shirt - SO SICKKKKK! then made my way as close as i could to the stage. this band prowler came on and they were okay - tolerable atleast. and i fucking kid you not, the fist mosh pit started and i was SCARED AS FUCK! there was a mosh pit to every song prowler did and it was always behind me! i kept pushing myself away from it - even though i was prepared to die, becos id die happy c; - but still, NOT TO PROWLER!!!
okay so then prowler went off stage and we waited aaaaaaaages for bmth to come on. eventually everyone started chanting “BRING ME! BRING ME! BRING ME!” and FINALLY a few minutes they came out. and i swear i died again. i could not believe it. everyone was going insane like FUCK when ‘can you feel my heart’ started playing. i sang at the top of my lungs - i have no voice left whatsoever. oli is so fucking beautiful in reality. i cant believe i didnt cry. not once, was i ever sad throughout the concert.
the mosh pits were fucking INSANE! and oli did that cute tongue thing he always does and uGH i was melting. I SAW THAT SHIT WITH MY OWN EYES!!!!!! the days and hours building up to the concert, i was thinking the worst of things that could happen there. even though i did have an anxiety attack, i felt stuck, i panicked, and whatnot, I DID GOOD AND SURVIVED! it was even more fucking crazy when oli was widening his arms to create a gap in the middle of the crowd and i was like “FUUUUUUUUCK! WALL OF DEATH MOTHERFUCKERS!” and i was right infront, beside this guy who was really attractive c; but i was terrified. he noticed and said “dont worry, stand behind me. you can do this!” and then all of a sudden we did and OH MY FUCK LOLOLOLOL! it was crazy! and honestly, i was amazed at how even though people were going insane, screaming, jumping, punching and shit, whenever someone fell, they stopped to help!
what was even crazier was when the last mosh pit happened - when oli asked for the biggest mosh pit ever - i jumped in (I AM INSANE OKAY) and i had SO much adrenaline pumping that i only lasted 30 seconds then passed out! :L it was insane and i could not believe i passed out. but when i woke up again, this guy that i had met earlier was holding me and him and his friend was making sure i was okay. then i asked what happend and he said i passed out (shaming LOL ;_;) but that he jumped in and brought me out with 2 other people. then i thanked him (thankfully i wasnt knocked out for that long, the song i passed out to was still playing haha). but when i turned around he put one of his hands on my shoulder and just along my waist and practically screamed “IM GOING TO STAY BY YOU FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT JUST TO MAKE SURE YOU’RE OKAY, OKAY?” into my ear and i nodded and we screamed, headbanged and jumped together IT WAS FANTASTIC!
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*** photo to your right is a MOSH SELFIE!!!!!! i took with my friend aidan (im the girl with her tongue out haha) and the boy behind me is the one who saved me c': ***
