then bmth went off stage and i was like ;____; :’DDD OH MY FUCK! until the crowd started cheering “ENCORE! ENCORE! ENCORE! ENCORE!” and finally after the suspense… THEY CAME BACK! and sang sleepwalking which was WONDERFUL! i was so happy! then as i was screaming and fist pumping, the boy behind me felt my right arm and i didnt realize that he was brushing over my cuts and scars until he screamed in my ear “dont do that, you’re too good and beautiful to do that to yourself!” and my heart was beating becos my favourite song was playing and being sang live and a very cute guy is telling me not to self harm. so then i was like “im 4 days clean, last one was on the 29th of september.” and he said “good. keep clean and stay clean so you can make me and oli proud.” - I SWEAR I DIED RIGHT THEN BECOS MY SMILE WAS SO BIG I JUST WANTED TO KISS HIM BUT I DIDNT I JUST SMILED AND NODDED.
then we raised our hands and jumped and screamed and then blessed with a curse played and i just forever died. i couldnt contain my feels i kept screaming even though i had NO voice left. then i realized this is probably their last song, so i push push pushed my way to the barrier and i tripped! but thank fuck i grabbed the barrier and EEEEEP! MATT KEAN WAS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME AND I JUST BEAMED SO HARD AT HIM MY EYES WERE LIKE (｡’▽’｡) i was screaming, and jumping! until i realised i lost that boy ;_; so i turned around but then he saw me and pushed through until we were together again (omg he was adorable) then we jumped more and matt put his hand down and touched everyones hand and then LATCHED ONTO MINE! OH MY FUCK!!!! then oli was walking round the stage screaming “TAKE! BACK! EVERY WORD IV SAID, EVER SAID TO YOU!” and then we was walking around and then bent down infront of these guys beside me and was highfiving them and i reached my arm out and he grabbed mine and we screamed together AHHHHHHHHHH MY FUCKING GOD FUCKERS WOW! i was absolutely dead then. TWICE, i had touched him! i could not believe it! ahdsfjdshfkjdhds then it was OVER. DONE. GONE. FINISHED. NO MORE.
i wasnt upset though, infact i was so happy. so satisfied that i got the privilege to attend and meet such amazing people. when they started throwing things off the stage and highfiving everyone, the guy behind me wrapped his arms around me from behind and squeezed me tightly until he let go. then when i turned back he was gone and i was like !?!?! :’C :’C :’C
but lastnight was the best fucking night of my life. and it was the BEST thing i have ever attended. i still cant believe it, im in so much shock. i HAVE to get a job that has to do with concerts and shit. becos that was so fucking sick for a first concert!
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*** photo to your right is OLI AND HIS FLOWER CROWN SINGING DEATHBEDS HEHEHE ***
so yeah! lame as fuck, probably not interesting ;_; but i just thought "I HAVE TO SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! becos yeah, that was the best day and night of my life. i still cant believe it now!!!! :') especially the fact when i saw them, i couldnt help but think of all the BMTH fanfics iv read on here hahaha!
