My mind is glued to the thought, Im trying to forget it and think about something else but I can't . I have to decide even though i'm not good enough to get in to anything, I don't have a talent. I am not perfect. I've always known that, in the past I was afraid to admit it but now I just want to scream it out so the whole world could hear me. Listen to me, if only someone would listen and understand. Maybe then I wouldn't be alone, life always seems easier when someone understands you.
I stare up at the sky, perhaps if the sun was here it would look like a beautiful red ruby shining through the clouds. But the sun is nowhere to be seen and all there is a sea of colour, dark and mysterious. Why had the sky changed? What does it mean? What talent should I choose? What will happen to me if I don't get accepted? How can I escape this choice? How can I be perfect? Too many questions, not enough answers. I don't know why the sky is red. I don't know what my talent is. I don't know what will happen. I don't know why I can't be perfect. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!
However I do know one thing if I want to find the answers and if I want to be safe here I will have to be strong. I know what lies ahead won't be easy. I know I'm not perfect. I'll need to push through it, find a way to live here, find a way become perfect. But when you don't know the way you need a map and without a map you're lost. There is no map to life and I could not find a better word for how I feel right now. Lost.
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Perfect
Roman pour Adolescents(~Incomplete~) Everything in the city had always been perfect until one day everything changed ... But Collette herself is not perfect and in a world where that's all that matters how can she survive? Everyone is forced to choose a talent but she do...
