Daddy Issues

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Jayson

"So what, your just gonna leave" I said confuse. She nodded her head. I stood up walking to the window in my room. "Jay, why does it matter anyway, you said it yourself, you don't want no baby right now"

I look at Avery, she flip her hair over to the side.

"I didn't mean that, I was just mad. Come on don't leave me, don't let me not be a part of my child life" I said sitting next to her.

"Jayson, baby" she rub the side of my face. I took her hands kissing them than getting on my knees and kiss her now 6 month belly. "Avery I swear on god, I'll do any and everything thing in my power to not loose and care for y'all" I look up to her and just watch as she silently cried.

"Jayson, I-I don't know" I stood up kissing her to not hear her say she was still leaving.

She push me lightly off of her. "Please, just let us go" She walk to the door. Before I knew what I was doing I had Avery arm in a tight grip. She cry out in pain. "YOU REALLY GONNA LEAVE ME WHEN I SAID ILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU," I yelled.

"Jayson your hurting me" she said trying to pull away from me. "JAYSON, LET HER WRIST GO" I look to my mother who was trying to prey me off of Avery. "This is why I can't be with you" she cried out holding her arm.

My hand print was left on her arm. Big bold red marks. "I-Iam sor-" , "NO, you always say your sorry once you hurt me, and I'm not gonna stay and let you hurt her too"

She ran out of my mom house and into her car. I ran after her with my mother on my tail.
"Jayson let her go" I ignored her and ran over to her car. Hitting the window I called out for her to roll it down.

She pulled over doing a U-turn running straight into on going traffic

. "AVRY"

I jump up sweat running down my face. Taken off my now wet T-shirt I walk into Ava room and lay next to her rubbing her check. She open her eyes putting her pointer finger in my nose than smile going back to sleep.

I look at the cable box and seen that it was 6:50am so I just got up and took a shower.

Letting the water run down my face I though about how my life would have been if I would have not hurt the girl I loved. After the paramedics got Avery out the car they said she lose a lot of blood and the doubted either Avery or the Ava would make it.

Three hours in the ER and they managed to only save Ava, they said Avery died on the ride to the hospital. She was a premature baby and had to stay until she was able to breath on her own.

Every day I was there to watch her. Talk to her, and the day they said she could come home, I was there bright and early.

(It's not the same baby... Just go with it)

Washing up I dried off and pull on some basketball short. "Knock,Knock,Knock" Ava said on the other said of the bathroom opening the door she had her favorite blue blanket tie around her head. "Ah what you doing up booty butt" I said picking her up

"I want some humm" she tap her chain thinking. "Some pancakes" she said "You want us to make them or do you want to go out" I said sitting down at my computer desk. "We go out, so I can get pretty" she said climbing off my lap

"Okay, you go get pretty and I'll get pretty too" she look at me "you a boy, you don't get pretty" I pick out a blue Polo Tshirt and held it up. "This isn't pretty" she hit her head with her hand. "Sure daddy" she said walking out my room.

"Wait don't move" I snap a picture of Ava with chocolate around her mouth.

She lick her chin. "Let me see" she put her pancake down. I show her the picture and my bestfriend Iman and his girlfriend Debby laugh too. "Oh my god Jay, she too cute" Debby said awwe over Ava. "Babe I want to have a baby"

Debby said to Iman, he kick me under the table. "Debb, you know you'll get stretch marks" Iman said eating his bacon. She hump her shoulders. "They are worth getting them" she said helping Ava whip her hands.