Drarry OneShots

Apologies and Sorrow

*Requested by TheNinjaOfWind ❤️ *

( italics are Draco's thoughts, quotations are what he actually says, and bold words are his dreams)

I was panting, this game was extremely tiring. No one was in his path, so he took this opportunity to wipe the sweat off his forehead.

He brought his pale hand up to his face and he heard a distant yell,

"DRACO! Watch out!" But it was too late, Draco was already crashing in to someone with his broom.

Sweat dripped into his eyes and his vision blurred, but he saw a man falling through the air.

A man with messy black hair and red robes.

He woke up panting, cold sweat had stuck his blonde hair to his face.

"I've gotta see him."  Draco mumbled to himself as he pulled the curtains apart.

This is all my fault, this is all my fault, this is all my fault.

He pulled on his sandals and started his slow journey down to the infirmary, ever since that quidditch match 3 days ago he has relived that moment each night.

Maybe it will help me sleep if I talked to him, even if he can't understand me.

He pushed open the door slowly, and walked as quietly as possible to the Harry's bed.

He pulled the privacy curtain open and sat in the chair next to the bed, after casting a silencing charm he felt all of his feelings rush out at once.

"I'm so sorry..." He whispered to Harry's still body.

"This is all my fault, you could have died and it would be because of me." Tears lined his eyes and he continued his speech.

"I've never hated you, Harry. Please wake up, please." He sobbed the last word, and put his head in his hands.

He couldn't remember how long he sat there, and what thoughts went through his head but somehow he got back up to his bed and slept through the night.

----night two---

He couldn't sleep, and he knew what he had to do.

He didn't want to go down and see Harry, eyes closed and face scratched. 

He groaned and pulled on his sandals, and made the same slow walk to Harry's bed.

He cast the silencing charm again, and sat down in the usual spot.

"I wish you would wake up, I miss you more than I thought I would."

"I...have had a crush on you for awhile now. It absolutely pains me to know that you're here in this bed because I was careless." He sighed and hung his head.

"I know you will never like me, and I'm only saying this because you... You can't hear me." He hated being so vulnerable, but he had to tell someone and Harry was his best option.

"I have to get some sleep now, I'll bring you some flowers tomorrow. I'm sorry again, I wish I could go back in time." He brought up Harry's limp hand to his lips and gently kissed it before laying it down and going up to his bed.

He slept soundly that night.

---night three---

Draco skipped even trying to sleep that night, and went straight to Harry's bed.

"I hope you like Lilies, Harry, I got them because they reminded me of you mom. You have her eyes, I know you get told that a lot, but you do. They are beautiful you know..." Draco said and sat the flowers on his bed side table.