Holding onto you[joshler]

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I don't know what to do now and josh is just staring at me in confusion.

"Tyler are you okay?"

I nod.

"I'm fine I'm sorry" I'm really not fine but I don't care to explain.

I still want him to know I like him but I can't get the words out.

Instead, I grab his face and bring it toward mine.

I hover my lips over his centimeters away.

"I'm sorry I can't" I get up and run away.