Friendship with Chris brown isn't so bad i was kinda glad were friends i felt appreciated i guess were friends with each other because we miss giving each other attention but some these attention go lead to temptation one day. While Chris pine was being an asshole from time to time i would turn to Chris Brown to sympathize for chance I'll never have with him the chance of getting back together giving each other second chance in are marriage but ima enjoy my friendship with Chris Brown we both know we can have are way with each other but im not ready for that to end because im still curious and wonder what if i didn't Cheat in first place would he? I don'twant to go on and on about this forever because some of this go come off as the same scenario but just a different version and other people involved as i go on so here we go ima fast forward some details. So me and Chris brown stay friends for a good bit since from the kiss that happened at his party, Chris Pine remain jealous and Possesive at one point in time i introduce my kids to Chris Brown. He likes them and the kids got along with him Chris brown so great with kids always had a child mind like. He definitely impresses me every time with Chris Pine are marriage remains the same don't like how it's just been all sex lately when ever he can but i hope he knows for long time he can't control me i refuse to but maybe im over reacting but i always feel like i had it best when i was together with Chris brown. So one day me and Christopher was hanging out in his house privately we were drwaing because he is artists multi-talented like he can never put down the inspiration i respect him about that we were vibing in the studio he was drawing some type of abstract which look perfect to me i draw something that remind us we use to be together. It was the necklace he gave me that had his initial on it saying forever when we were together i would never take it off because i was so attached but when we were getting a divorecei had to give it back a part of me didn't want to let go. I'll always have love for Chris brown as my friend and lover. Us spending time together and chilling mad me miss him as a person i wanted us again out of the blue i got close to him then i leaned for a kiss then he kiss me back i was speechlees we kissed each other again next thing you know we were rolling on his couch kissing and rubbing on each other. I know i shouldn't do this but a part of me don't want to stop i just wanted to continue on then my phone rings speak of the devil (Chris Pine) he calls ask me about the kids and what i was doing i lie say i was at a art studio with a friend. Then he told me i shouldcome home so we can catch up with the kids. I didn't want to leave or stop kissing Chris brown but the more i would realize i get myself deep in these issues i have good thing we didn't had sex but almost i low key wish i didn't answer the phone now now my imagination just going while when it does just makes me want to trespass on the other side. I leave Chris brown right away when i got home i was horny but not to have sax with my husband with my ex if i were sleep with my ex i wouldn't want a one time thing i want something official or more. But i can't get my hopes up or even think about this as im home with my husband we settled into are daily routine sometimes i often wonder and fantasize being with Chris brown again but who knows whay will happen over time. As a couple days went on we went to an award show for Mtv movie we were underneath the category for best movie of the year Chris Brown was there supporting me. We had a interview me and Chris pine then someone ask me if me and Chris brown friends been seeing each other i said yes as friends that when i dropped the bomb on him he had that discrete look on his face i didn't want him found out like this but it was happen sooner or later. We sat throughthe award show not saying anything looking good as a couple his silence was intense then Chris brown text me. Chris pine whisper in my ear that we need to talk after the show i remember this day because this was day when Chris Pine pull this Michael Jackson publisty stunt on stage as we present the award i guess he did that were together and Possesing me again to prove a point to Chris Brown he found out he here in the building. Once we got done with the awards we head back to the hotel me and Chris pine fall into the discussion about my ex he ask question about him then we end up having a argument once again i was so annoyed. Chris Brown texted me he was in the same hotel he actually heard us arguing we were on the same floor with him Chris brown text me i should come in his room he texted me his room number i went i told Chris pine i went for a walk around. I needed to get away before i get fed up im sick of Chris pine acting like this like he needs to grow up a little but i get how he not comfortable with this but getting jealous and Possesive everytime not go save us or me. The more he became like this he try to tame me my sisters realize i was changing when im Chris pine im classy chic i dress more older when im Chris brown i dress more modern 2 different lover that had a effect on me i was fine with it but just was lost who was better for me. I felt like when i was together with Chris brown i made better decisions so i thought about him so much i went to him i could be wrong it was desire but when we kiss i still feel something for him completely i still love him. So when i went inside his room i kiss him so seductively like i want him back i was hoping it would work we kissed all over each other then he stop me asking me about Chris Pine i said were in between a fight about you then he look at me confused then i told him how i really feel about him how i appreciate him as a friend when were together with him i just feel safe maybe that's why i came to him it doesn't get any real then that. So Chris pine just go half to wait then with Chris brown we started kissing again touching me in all the right places he aimed to find my g spot that made orgasm like crazy i was getting ready to come when he do that o started screaming louder i didn't care if Chris pine could hear me his room practically next door. I just felt loose again it made me feel good when he was fingering me after we got done playing we strip are clothes off like we had a urge for each other i almost can't believeot we made love to each other through out the night. I always knew je felt some way but not sure if he would allow it i don't know what this means for us but i was happy at this stage. But i know something gonna go wrong ...
