The divore happen between me and Chris Pine i wanted to kick the sories between us up a notch to full speed. Even though we divorce each other he don't seem to be over me but i know he go miss the sex , am i a little but im not go let that get in the way between me and Chris brown history. So as you know me and Chris brown started seeing each other again i guess i got my wish bet were only together nothing serious but we already move in i guess he miss me and felt sorry for me but now were in trial for are kids. To be honest Chris Brown shouldn't be this generous but im appreciate how supportive he has been with me through out the whole thing after 2 and half years of marriage with Chris Pine i gain two kids and raised his social status he fucked the shit out of me when i let him. What i learn about myself being with him i have a neuron metic disorder going on with me im not sure how to fix it. You wonna know something Chris pine offered couple counseling to save are marriage but i said Save it it's not even worth it. Can't help the sick i was starting to believe i was sick but i felt sane and grounded when i was with Chris brown that's why i stayed with him for sure he knew how make me feel safe when it's us two. So i settled in with Chris brown for a little while then he made it official for me move in but marrying him i said maybe wait a while when the time is right when is that enough time for him consider for him trust me again. We couldn't stop having sex with each other at one point a time i wanted him to get me pregnant just because i wanted to have his kids still at first i thought i couldn't have kids due to the miscarriage but maybe im not meant to have his kids in general but i wasn't trying to hard because i was enjoying the sex, him and the relationship so far i wouldn't trade up with him i was happy and had my glow back when i get dicked good down by Chris brown. So we would show up every party, clubs, award show and events together just to proove were back together i guess but were we happy yeah. We did good together we been together about a good year but around 6 months we decided to be engaged again but we weren't so quick to get hitched because are scheduled but we will be hitch long enough for people to know were together going strong but throughout those 6 months i would be harassed by Chris pine we had joint custody. So since Chris pine didn't fully get the kids like he thought he thought it was best make my life pure hell just because he misses me to me he went to far he sexually harassed me one day. I came visit the kids i wore a purple floral top with a purple pencil skirt with silver heels i had pink lace set underneath the house was a little mess he had on bed clothes i came to get the kids ready to stay with me and Chris brown as im packing their bags for the twins i feel Chris pine dick up my skirt which frighten me. He came out of no where he finger me made me drop everything not because it felt good but he found my g spot he knew how to trap my body which drove me crazy then he started talking dirty to me in a way i like it then smacked my ass i couldn't help but moan i was getting my ass in serious trouble for this but technically it's not my fault not this time. So i pull myself off of him before he insert his self inside me i say im gonna tell Chris brown about this then he grab me by my neck slamming me into the wall verbally abusing me if i say anything to Chris Brown i curse his ass out as i did i had firey tears roam down my face i just walked out but i got the kids without getting their bag i just was get their stuff form some where else now that moment i realize a sex addict he truly was he almost nearly raped me after all this time i was terrified to go back. I knew it wasn'tmy fault though i went home call a baby sitter to asist me i wait till Chris brown get home for me to explain what happened but he got home so late one thing i hate about are relationship but good thing he understood i didn't want this to be dirty laundry to him later on so once I told him he said you want me take him out i said no i didn't want him involved that way. He wanted me stay away from him don't want me around him i have no choice he father of my kids but he just doesn't want me alone with him so next time bring somebody with me. I was fine with that i was gonna tag along my assistant to help me out i came over the house again this time he wasn't there i got everything i need before he came home and notice looks like are children gonna have 2 seperate homes it's just sad their parents broke up before their old enough to realize anything are kids are only 2 years old sad my kids half to go through this. Really that's my falut i feel as its for the best because this divore is defining what man Chris pine really is. As being with Chris brown everything is kinda perfect but something doesn't satify me anymore im not sure what it is? But i still think he best for me and my kids now everyone around me tells me those should be Chris Brown babies soon later they will.
