STAY

Craving

She was missing him, although last time it ended like he doesn't have any feel for her. Her mind was pointing that she is living in void. The reality was, he was not attached to her in the way she was expecting him to be. She was at his office, touching the paper weight with which he used to play while describing different letters that she need to send. She touched his chair, she thought about him actually kissing her. He went to Loss Angeles for a conference, their company wanted to get some clients there too. It was a news circulating in grape vine that it is possible that the company wanted to launch a franchise there. She knew, that she shouldn't think like this for him, he was not an ordinary man with ordinary mind and heart desires, still she was on her way of knitting a series of romantic scenes with him.

"But he did, she bit her lips and smiled. Still he said I had time so I did, it is nothing personal." Another thought backfired her heart desire. "When he will come back, I will win his heart too. She dug her fingers in his chairs. Slowly moving her hands on the chair like he is actually there. She hugged the back side of chair, against her breast. A sting ran in her body, she moved, closing her eyes and sighed. He was something every lady in company yearns for. Angelic face and devil's mind.

It is the nature of females, they like powerful males. In the drunken feel of being supported by a strong man, mostly female chose demons, strong beautiful, cunning males. Male on the other hand chooses really needy females. It is just what happens in life if you have a kind heart, you are prone to heartaches, headaches, and you just end up heart broken if you don't use your mind to see facts clearly. It is a face that some people who are born with north node (Rahu) in their seventh house uncontrolled by Jupiter are cunning, they love money and sex more than any thing in this world. They usually appears to you as the most beautiful, nurturing kind and loving, in reality they are snakes in sheep skins. Better check your mates planets in their birth chart before really falling head over heels with him.

She was in the drunk feeling of infatuation of lovely Areeb, who acclaimed the deed to be titled "celebration of hard work, helping someone in need, insanity of an intelligent mind, and God knows what ever, but in short it was just living in the moment." He has forgotten every thing about the day, he didn't even reason his conscience, after all he was not "committed to any one", The day which was a milestone by her , Alas, it was just her perception. She was walking in wilderness in the deserted corridor.

"Hello, Miss Molly." Mr. Patel was one of the kindest person, with his chubby cheeks and big tummy, bald head, he appeared like a potato, still he was very intelligent and wise accounting clerk. He trolled there due to a file he needed from, a desk from Assistance director of finance. He found her looking lost walking to the wrong side of the corridor, the rooms there were locked, of course all those people were at Los Angeles, those offices were singing the melody of "when I am gone, you are gonna miss me when I am gone."

"Excuse me, Miss Molly." He repeated in louder tone. Finally the sleep walking princess, was out of the trance of "Day dreaming Habibi"

(*Habibi=Arabic word, means:Beloved)

A voice, pinched her out of the dream. She was standing with him as Mrs. Areeb, people clapping, girls making scowls, and fake smiles. Males impressed by her dress. 

"Miss Molly, I think it escaped your mind, they are at L A."

She smiled at him like possessed girl smiles at her exorcist.

"Thank you, actually, I was just clearing my head, walking here."

"Oh, Miss Molly, if you need my assistance I am at my desk down stairs." He was a cheerful man, but Molly's slogan was "Beauty comes first."

"Thanks, Mr. Patel, but what brought you here at this deserted corridor", she was smiling, maintaining her polite tone, even though she was shouting at him in her mind, for ruining her dream, catching her off guard.

"I came to get this, from Assistant director finance office." He waved a file. 

He gave me his keys as I need these records sometimes for work."

"Okay, how convenient." She smiled again"yes it is." He smiled and as he was an innocent man, he didn't even get her metallic sting in her words.

"Now why on earth people hire ugly people." She shrugged her shoulders, her hair slightly flipped in the air." Coda played by her hair in air.