Our Hate: Camila and Shawn

Chapter 5: Never Stopped Loving You

FIVE

Shawn

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Paige's back in town. that isn't good. I could tell that Paige was mad that I was engaged to Camila, but she can't honestly think that I won't date anyone else in that 7 years of her being gone. I really liked her but she was just so rude and I decided that after she moved without telling me, that I would only keep the promise until I found someone I really liked - Lily. Lily was the first person I felt that special connection with again and I loved it so much. That was probably why I dated lots of people. I wanted to feel that feeling.

"Shawn. Where is the wedding gonna be? If you still want the wedding, of course? I mean we could always elope together."

"No thanks. I'm getting married to Camila and I wouldn't elope with you. The wedding, I think, would be quite nice in the fall. I'll have to ask Camila though." Camila had left yesterday as she was on tour with Fifth Harmony and had to get back for a concert in Miami.

"Come on Shawn. Camila is such a boring hag!" I don't know what came over me but I found my fist colliding into her jawline. I'm all for not hurting girls and I will shout 'girl-beater'  so this was very unexpected.

"Aw! Does Shawn loved Camila whella? Last thing I heard was that this marriage was arranged and a publicity stunt. We all know that you and Fifth Harmony have new albums coming out soon."

"No. I don't love Camila," It didn't sound natural though. Do I love Camila?

"OMGOSH! You love 'it'. The person who isn't even worth saying 'her'."

"What did you say? Camila's an amazing person. You can't say that."

"I bet that I wouldn't like her."

"She's really like the old you."

"And what's the old me like?"

"Kind, sweet genuine. Perfect," If the boys from MAGcon could see me now...

"Fine. How about this,  I get to know Camila and if I like her, I'll give her a chance."  I agreed to that even though I could swear that she said, "It'll take a lot of persuasion to convince me."

Hopefully this deal will pay off. It had to. I mean if it didn't, Paige could torment Camila and I's already abysmal 'relationship'. If it was even that. I couldn't let this happen. I would make sure that they got on and our wedding went amazing because even if Camila didn't like me, I still loved her. I never stopped.

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I love Thousand Years by Christina Perri . Gorgeous song.

Dedicating this to Christina Grimmie who will never read this comment but want to say. You're gorgeous and forever will you remain in our hearts. What happened was a tragic incident and R.I.P. Please keep her in your mind and put the hashtag #R.I.PGorgeousChristinaGrimmie on all your comments for this chapter. I am also mentioning the shooting at the Orlando Gay Nightclub. Both of these events are terrible tragedies and I hope that their families' are all ok.

Saphire X♥X♥X♥X