The Lost Kids (kellic and cashby)

Chapter eight

Alan's POV

We are all sitting on Kellin's bed just laughing our asses off about the stupidest things. I turn on my phone and look at the time. "Hey guys, it's 6:40. Are you guys hungry?" Vic and Austin say yes, Kellin however didn't say yes nor did he say no. Gotta talk to him later.

"Wanna go for pizza?" Austin asks. We say yes. And start our journey to the pizza parlor. Vic and Austin are ahead of us talking, perfect opportunity to talk to Kellin.

"Hey Kellin, how do I put this? Well umm I think your lying about not feeling good. I've known you for ever and even though we haven't talking in a few years I can still tell when your lying. Please tell me what's wrong. I won't judge you I swear." Kellin looks at me, he turns pale. Even though he is already pale he gets paler. His eyes get big and just stares at me.

"P-promise you won't judge?" He asks in a small voice.

"I promise with all of my heart."

"I-I have an e-eating d-disorder." He tells me looking down. I stare at him in shock. Now it's making sense why he is never in lunch, and why he didn't answer when I ask if everyone was hungry.

"Kells how long has this been going for?"

"About 9 months." Kellin says looking down.

"Kellin, that's not good. You have to talk to someone about this." I say.

"It's not that big of a deal." Kellin says shrugging his shoulders. I stare at him in astonishment.

"Not a big deal?! This is a huge deal Kellin! You can be hospitalized!" I practically shout at him. I see him wincing at how loud my voice is.

"I'll go to a therapist when it gets bad." Kellin says while walking. I grab him by the arm and make him look at me.

"Kells you have an eating disorder you need to see a therapist." He opens his mouth to say something but shakes his head, gets out of my grip and continues to walk ahead of me. I stare at him for a few seconds and run up to join the group.

**At the Pizza Parlor** Kellin's POV

Shit. Maybe if I don't eat I will fine. But if I don't Austin would get suspicious since I didn't tell him, and Vic and Alan will probably be pissed if I don't try and eat something. In the end it's a lose lose situation. I sigh. We get to the pizza place and sit in a booth towards the window. A few minutes later our waitress comes by. She has bright pink hair and is wear a form-fitting black tee shirt, black pants and Vans. "Hey my name is Natalie and I will be taking your order." She says looking at Vic. Great. Just one more thing to make my self esteem lower then it already is.

"I'll just have a plain pizza." Vic answers.

"I'll have a grandma pizza." Says Alan.

"I'll have a Sicilian pizza." Austin says. Great now it's my turn.

"Uh I'll have a plan p-pizza please." She nods her head while writing down everyone's order.

"Alright that will be out in a few minutes." She turns away and starts to walk away.

"Dude she was totally staring at you." Austin says to Vic. See! I wasn't the only one who noticed.

"No she wasn't." Vic says shaking his head no.

"S-she kinda was." I say quietly.

"Really?"

"Yeah dude." Austin says. He takes his straw from the table, opens it, sticks a tiny piece of paper in it, points his straw at Alan and blows the spit ball right in his hair.

"Hey! What the hell?" Alan says in a surprised tone.

"What? It was funny." Austin says laughing, making Alan roll his eyes.

A few minutes later the pizza comes to our table. Great.... note the sarcasm in my voice. The waitress puts our pizzas in front of us. After she leaves everyone dives into the pizza. Then there was me. I was staring at it. Vic looks at me with a concerned look. I sigh and pick it up. I take 6 bites. Nope I can't do this. I drop the pizza and run to the bathroom. Once I'm in a stall I drop to my knees and throw up. After nine months of eating and putting my fingers down my throat the taste of food sends me a wave of nausea. After I'm done I lean to the side of the stall and close my eyes.

Vic's POV

Once we got our pizza the smell of it was amazing! Pizza in general in amazing. I took a couple of bites and looked over at Kellin. He hasn't eaten a single thing. I give him a concerned look and he just sighs. I see him take a few bites and run to the bathroom.  Everyone puts there pizza down. Alan I think knows but Austin on the other hand has no clue. "Is he okay?" Austin asks. 

"Uh sorta. Let me just check on him." I get up and go into the men's bathroom. I look under the stalls until I see a pair of TOMS. I to the stall and knock on the door.

"S-someone I-is in h-here." I hear Kellin say in a weak voice.

"Kells it's me Vic. Please let me in," I hear the door unlock and open the door. I see him sitting on the floor. I sit next to him and put my arm around him and bring him on my lap. I wrap both of my arms around him and I hear him slightly crying. "Shh Kells it will be alright. Hey at least you tried." He picks his head up and looks up at me. I wipe away the tears in his cheeks with my thumb.

"I t-tried and f-failed. I-I can't do this." This broke my heart hearing him giving up so soon.

"Shh baby it will get better it just takes time. Darling you will be okay. I promise."

"I'm s-sorry."

"It's okay nothing to apologize for. How about we go back out to the table and we hang out with Alan and Austin. Then after we can go back to your house."

"O-okay." He gets off of my lap. We exit the bathroom hand and hand back to the table. Austin doesn't ask about what happened. We finish dinner, we all split the bill. I threw out the number that the waitress gave me with the check. Alan and Austin go one way and we head the other way. It's been a long day.

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Hey guys! Double chapter in one day! Wow. Well I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter! Until the chapter guys! Bye!
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