Can't you see it? She's not alright

My oasis

        I was walking down the hall, but all I could think about was my hideout for when I couldn't handle things. But now I don't have that hideout. I don't have anything binding me to what is real at the moment. Because I know nothing of how this school works, who rules the streets, who claims what spot in the parking lot. All I know is I'm the weird girl. Well, they don't know I'm weird yet. But I'm sure as soon as someone talks to me they'll run away screaming.
     Okay maybe not that dramatic, but still. I miss my hide out. I really do.
     It was a small clearing a little less then a mile from my old school and about half a mile from my old house.
     It was filled with beautiful flowers.
       Purples, blues, reds.
    And then my tree. It was a big maple wood, with many branches and thick with leaves that blocked out the sun.
     I used to pretend that it was an island. A small island for me and only me. An island where I could go and not have to worry about people talking to me and asking questions that I don't want to answer.
     
     I was brought out of my daydream by walking into something hard.
     No, this isn't the cliche story of a girl walking into a guy who just so happens to be the hottest guy of the school and they fall hopelessly in love.
            
                I walked into a wall
  
      A literal wall. And on top of that, it's transition to first period.
      I hear the laughs and already know, I will never hear the end of this.