Platinum Love (Jerza fanfic)

Chapter 7

ERZA'S POV( Gajeel in media)

I suddenly remembered that i should probably bring Jellal his lunch. I asked yesterday if i could be the police in charge of Jellal so i was expected to bring him his meals and watch him, it wasnt too bad since we were friends.

We were only friends.......a part of me felt disappointed but a part of me was relieved because a lot of the prisoners here get executed so there would be enough room for the other ones.

I've gotten used to it now, when i just got here i extremely hated watching the prisoners get killed but now im used to it.

One of my worst fears was the fact that if your prisoner was to be executed you were supposed to be the one to pull the trigger, i wouldnt dream of killing Jellal but i wanted to be the one to visit him 3 times a day.

You may think im selfish but if your a criminal your basically bound to be killed by who it doesn't matter so i may as well be the best friend i can possibly be.

Right now i am still unclear of what to do but until the time has come i'll come up with something.

The thought of maybe letting him go has run through my mind but if i were caught i would be executed with him plus only i know the pins to the prisoners so it would be too risky and the chances of being caught were high.

Jellal was was the first prisoner i have ever been in charge of since i never had the time or i just couldnt bring myself to kill anyone.

"Guys see you after lunch i have to bring lunch to my prisoner" I threw the rest of my lunch into a gray bin beside me.

"Erza how are you feeling?" Lucy looked at me with concern.

"I feel fine" I stated.

"Why did you suddenly want to be in charge of a prisoner? I mean like its been years are you sure you've gotten over it?" Levy placed a hand on my shoulder but i shrugged it off.

"Guys im fine and can you not mention what happened i already forgot" I forced a smile and told them not to worry.

"Okay" Not all of them seem persuaded but they stopped asking.

Walking out of the cafeteria i went back up to my office to regain control of my emotions.

"Erza you can do this you can forget" I looked at my reflection in my full length mirror,Taking in deep breaths. But i was hitting my breaking point.

All these years i kept my emotions bottled up but i just couldnt take it anymore.

"No i cant do this" I dropped to the floor and started to weep, hugging my knees i leaned on my mirror almost tempted to smash my reflection.

After 10 minutes my eyes contained no more tears so i wiped my face clean and brushed my hair detangling it.

Looking back in my reflection i agreed that i looked decent enough so i locked my office door and made my way to the prison where Jellal would probably be waiting for lunch.

Walking down the stairwell and into the dark prison with a tray of cold food i suddenly felt bad that Jellal got someone like me as his guard.

Beep!Beep!Beep!Beep!

My fingers pushed the soft leathery buttons to Jellals prison.

The metal door slid open revealing Jellal who was currently sitting on his bed with his face in his hands. Silver tears fell to the ground as he lifted his head to see me.

In a split second his back was facing me blocking my view of seeing his tear stained face.

"What are you doing here Scarlet?" His voice was cool but i could see he was trying his best not to be rude.