BLAKES POV
"WHAT THE FUCK!!!"
“BLAKE!!!! What are y-you d-d -doing here?”
“I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO THIS TO ME, I thought you cared about me.” I said the last part in almost a whisper.
“Wait, I do care about you just let me talk!!” he said buttoning up his shirt.
By then I was on stage 2: calm. I have three stages of when I’m upset. Stage 1: hurt where I’m processing and confused. Stage 2: Calm because I feel nothing at this point. And lastly stage 3: angry when I don’t feel nothing but anger .
“I don’t need an explanation…were over.” I said still in the calm stage.
“What about us….I love you.” He said.
“Oh shut the fuck up Ryan!! How can you love me and we’ve only been together 4 months. You need to get your head out of your ass!!! Go back to your slut!!! I spat saying the word slut like it disgusts me. If you haven’t notice I have progressed to the angry stage.
He said something else but I was already out the door.
3 hours before…
“Perfect. Wow Blake I did a good job, you look smexy!!!” Brittany said backing up to look at her work. Leave it to Brittany to say things like ‘smexy’.
Right now we were in my room getting ready for dinner. We were going to eat dinner before we go to the party so we won’t be hungry later on. Smart? I know.
I turned around to look at my reflection and I saw a girl who looked nothing like me.
The dress I picked out looked better on me now than it did at the mall. It stopped at mid-thigh and I wore black heels that made my long tan legs look even longer. My long black hair was in tight curls and out of my usual ponytail. My make-up was done to perfection. I had dark mascara and eye liner on my eyes making my boring blue eyes look electric. Overall….I looked hot!!!!
“Well? What do you think?” she said. It was then that I realized that I’ve just been staring at myself for at least three minutes now.
“I look amazing?” It came out more like a question.
“You’re damn right!! Now let’s go so I can get laid” she said walking out my bedroom.
Yes you heard that right. Brittany is not even a virgin anymore. Unlike me where the only remotely sexual intercourse I’ve been in, was putting my hand under Ryan’s shirt when we were making out on my couch. That barely even counts because he had a t-shirt under his shirt so I wasn’t touching his bare skin. But I’m ok because Ryan understands that I’m not ready and wants to wait also. Speaking of Ryan I need to tell him I changed my mind about the party and I’m coming.
‘Hey babe. Change of plans. I’m coming to the party so I’ll see you there. :*
When we reached the bottom of the stairs, something dawned on me…
“Hey Britt-brat? How are we getting there?”
I’m hoping we’re not walking because then we will just look like hookers.
“Oh yeah..I forgot to tell you… Koby and one of his friends are driving us there.” Brittany said going out the door.
KOBY DYER!! He is like the second most popular boy in the school! With his bleach blonde hair and his big brown eyes, it’s hard not to swoon. He and Brittany are friends from some class at school, I’ve never had an actual conversation with him…but who is the friend?
“Yo. Brittany’s friend!! Hurry up!!” Koby yelled from his car.
It was then that I realize I was just standing outside the car daydreaming.
“Oh sorry..” I said blushing and running into the car.
When I got in I buckled my seatbelt and looked to my right…
IT’S THE GUY I SAW MAKING OUT WITH CHELSEA AT THE MALL!!
I see he still has that staring problem too. Talk about awkward…
At first we just sat there in silence then Brittany turned up the music and started sing along to stay with me by Sam Smith.
Why am I so emotional?
No It’s not a good look gain some self-control.
Deep down I knew this will never work.
But you can lay with me so it doesn’t hurt.
Oh won’t you stay with me
Cause you’re all I need
This ain’t love it’s clear to see
But darling….stay with me.
I was so lost in that song that I didn’t realize the store guy was staring at me again. When I was about to say something he beat me to it.
“You have a beautiful voice” he said looking at me with interest.
I felt my cheeks heat up for the second time in the last 10 minutes.
“Thanks. What’s your name?” I said not wanting to end the conversation.
He seemed surprised like I should’ve known his name already and then told me it was Adam.
Hmm….Adam and Blake. Blake and Adam….I dig it.
Whoa….Blake….RYAN….you’re boyfriend!!!
After mentally slapping myself I told him how nice his name was and told him my name and then went back to silence. Then I realized that I texted ryan earlier and wanted to see if he texted back.
No messages
Guess he didn’t see it yet. Guess I will surprise him when I get there.
When we finally got there the first thing I had to do was pee. I started asking random people where the potty was ( yes I actually said potty), but all I got was glares and drunken answer. So I started looking upstairs. Good thing I did because It was less crowded and I could think more clearly….if I was a bathroom where would I be….?
Apparently I would be the first door on the left.
But when I opened the door I saw a couple making out on the bed half naked. I was about to start shouting apologies until the male lifted his head and I felt my stomach drop….
"WHAT THE FUCK!!!"
“BLAKE!!!! What are y-you d-d-doing here?”
“I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO THIS TO ME, I thought you cared about me.” I said the last part in almost a whisper.
“Wait, I do care about you just let me talk!!” he said buttoning up his shirt.
By then I was on stage 2: calm. I have three stages of when I’m upset. Stage 1: hurt where I’m processing and confused. Stage 2: Calm because I feel nothing at this point. And lastly stage 3: angry when I don’t feel nothing but anger .
“I don’t need an explanation…were over.” I said still in the calm stage.
“What about us….I love you.” He said.
“Oh shut the fuck up Ryan!! How can you love me and we’ve only been together 4 months. You need to get your head out of your ass!!! Go back to your slut!!! I spat saying the word slut like it disgusts me. If you haven’t notice I have progressed to the angry stage.
He said something else but I was already out the door.
And you know what……I didn’t have to pee anymore.
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