Live For You (brittana) glee

You Can't Kill A Ghost

(Brittany's Pov)

I look up from the couch and see santana still on the chair, here but not really here and I remember what Tori told me. I stand up and straddle her. She becomes stiff and I just watch her.

"Brittany, what do I mean to you" she says and I'm caught off guard but I wrap my arms around her neck and hum in thought.

"My heart beats, but you make me do this" I say as my heart is beating super fast and her breath hitches and I smile internally.

"Do you feel this" She gulps as I do nothing but stare at her. She never has gotten use to me staring at her.

"Stop staring, please" she says quietly after 2 minutes of staring.

"Do you know why I stare" I say and she bites her lip while looking down and I lift her head up to look at me. She looks so innocent and so vulnerable in that moment that I just smile as I talk.

"I stare becuase ever since I met you, you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. I stare becuase I'm grinning on the inside at how lucky I am to have you all to myself. Label or not, Santana lopez. You are mines and always w....."

I get cut off with her lips on mines and it's filled with so much passion and feel wetness on my cheek and I frown at this.

"Santana what's wrong" I say and she shakes her head.

"What did I do to deserve you" she says and I smile.

"I ask myself that same question, everytime I wake up next to you. I asked myself that question, the day you became not just my doctor but my hero. You took care of me when I was broken, mentally and physically. Now it's my turn and not becuase of charity......" I quickly say and she smiles.

"It's becuase I love you so much. Do you know what I would do, if you weren't here. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I would probably die of a broken heart" I say crying and she smiles at the thought of me being so moved by her but pouts at the thought of me dying.

"Santana, your beautiful and I love you. I want to know if you start coming back to work, or go on a trip or etc without me there, I can trust you won't hurt yourself" I say and before she opens her mouth I continue to talk.

"I don't want to live life without you sanny, I can't" I whisper with my head leaning against hers but she holds me firmly. She opens her mouth to speak but the door gets busted in.

"Hey, I really intentionally meant to stop your sexcapade becuase I need to speak with you. Santana, you need to start going back to work" we hear and sigh. We both knew we had to catch up with reality sooner or later and I stand but she refuses to let go of my hands. She stands up and smiles at me.

"I'm promise to not hurt myself. I promose for you. I was capable of doing it for so long, I don't want to relapse. I promise to never leave your side and I love you too britt. Weather you like to admit or not, your mines as well. So if I see anybody, girl boy, gay berry, whatever....try to even look at you remotely over a friendship level, we will be down a friend" she says and I smile at her craziness. She kisses me softly and passionately before putting on her doctor coat and smile at the fact at working and I smile with her. She leaves and my smile drops.

"Quit playing house and get your shit together. First, did you and santana speak about anything like her parents deaths, where the hell your parents are. Why did so many people get hurt in her life" I hear screamed and I sigh.

"Santana has just crossed the stable threshold, she mentioned Johnny and crumbled. Not going to force her to talk about shit" I growl at him and he gulps.