~ Lunch Period ~
"Open wide" Logan said as I opened my mouth as he fed me a carrot. It's been a week since me and Jussie kissed and his birthday is tomorrow. I don't even think I have the courage to even say hi.
It's his 17th birthday and he was having a sexy seventeen. I made that name with him. "What's wrong baby you look worried and sad" Logan said. "Nothing I'm just sleepy that's all" I said. I feel terrible for lying to him like that or even at all. But I didnt want to hurt him after all I did kiss Jussie back.
Jussie has texted me twice the whole week about him wanting me to come to his party. I never replied to any of them cause I promised Logan a dinner at a restaurant that makes you reserve 6 months in advance.
I know Jussie's Mom won't be home cause she has a business meeting that is a week long. Obviously Jussie took it upon himself to have the party on that exact date. Besides me not coming to Jussie's party is the best choice for both of us cause I don't want to whatch him get drunk and make out with his girlfriend all night. Plus I don't want to make things akward for him and me if I show up.
~Afterschool~
"Mom what should I get Jussie for his birthday?" I asked. "You should get him something valuable and precious" she said. "Something that your willing to sacrifice like that date with logan for his party" she added. "How did you know I had that date with logan and how did you know Jussie is having a party" I aked.
"Well jussie called and told me you guys were not talking and he asked if I could persuade you into coming to his party. And for Logan he called asking if he could get my blessing to take you out tomorrow night" she said. "Mom what do you think I should do?" I said hoping for a good answer. "It depends on you" she said.
She was right it did. I'm gonna say happy birthday to Jussie at school then go to the date with Logan. "Thanks mom".
When did it get to the point where I had to miss his birthday. What kind of friend would I be if I didn't go. What's going on with me I thought I just made up my mind.
I decided to stick with my plan and see where my day takes me.
~Lunch Period~
"Babe where are you going" Logan said when I got up from the table. "Next to Jussie so I can say happy birthday to him" I said. "Just be back fast okay" he said. "Yeah love you" I said.
I walked to his table slowly and quietly so incase I was gonna turn around he wouldn't see. While walking I heard Jussie's friends talking from a distance. "Your so lucky dude, you saw the way christine was all over you" they said. I stopped in my pace but then thought that means nothing right. I continued walking when I heard them talking again. "Your totally gonna get laid today bro" one of them said. I knew coming to say happy birthday was a mistake that I ran to the nearest cafeteria exit before he could see me.
I put my head on the hallway wall and counted to 10 in my head so that I could calm down. I knew I still liked Jussie. If I didn't those words would have never hurt me the way they did. I had to calm down. I have to stay far away from Jussie as possible before I do something stupid and lose Logan. I'll just text Jussie Happy Birthday and leave his present at his door.
I stood by the wall for like 20 minutes. Then my phone buzzed and it was from Logan. It said:
Where are you?
I'm coming, I see you.
I was so happy I had Logan. He cared for me and he's so loyal. I really wanted to just put my head on his chest and tell him all about how I feel but I can't cause it would hurt him. I just wanted to feel him.
I felt a hand on my shoulder so in one quick second I turned around and kissed him. I made it so deep and passionate so he would know how I felt and how much I love him.
