That One Friend

Chapter 5

"How could you be so stupid" I cried. I thought he loved me. If he did he would be here. I wish I had jussie here to..... I was cut off by a crack of the door. Someone was trying to come in.

I covered myself with the blanket.
It was Jussie. "Thank god your here I just lost my virginity and I can't remember anything "I said. "A thing, wow" he laughed. "What the hell dude, how can you laugh" I said as I hit him on the arm. "So you learned your lesson I see" he said. "If your gonna be a fucking dick about it why are you here" I said. "Cause this is my hotel room" he said.

Once he said that I was so pissed I slapped him right there on his face hard. "Ow what the fuck" he said. "Don't what the fuck me you took my virginity and played it off like it's alright. What kind of best friend does that. If you liked me why didn't you just say it. You literally kept it from me for 3 years and this whole time I gave up on liking you cause I thought you never liked me back. Dude and I knew you knew I liked you cause it went around the whole school as a rumor in 9th grade. You only use girls for their looks and for all I know you can have a STD with the amount of girls you fucked. Don't call me your best friend cause you were never one to begin with" I screamed as I got up to leave. I was just about out the door until.

"Wait it was a joke"he said calm and embarrassed. I still had the blanket around me and I was ready to still walk out but I had to ask "What in the hell are you talking about" I said. "This, you loosing your virginity, it was a joke, me and my friends mixed cream and red dye to make the cum and we left the bed a mess and your clothes all over the floor so you could think you had sex" he said. "What about my vagina, it hurts" I said shyly. "You Acctually started bleeding so I called Kimberly to help cause I didn't know what was going on and it turns out you were on your period so yeah" he ended his sentence pretty shy like. "Oh" I said very embarrassed of everything I said. "Where's Logan then?" I said a little angry. "We told him your mom picked you up cause you were drunk" he said. There was an akward silence because we were both kinda embarrassed and kinda weirded out.

"Listen I'm so sorry for what I said. I didnt mean to say all those mean things I was just mad" I said. "You were right with everything you said and I'm sorry for that harsh joke" he said. "It's okay you were just being a dick" I said. We looked at each other and laughed. "Go take a shower and get dressed" he said. "You don't have to tell me twice" I said.

I went straight for the shower and thought wow what a relief I didn't lose my virginity. I'm glad I got a friend like Jussie cause if it wasn't  for him I would have lost it with logan. I love jussie so much I could marry him I thought. I kept telling myself that I meant it sarcastically but I really didn't. Oh no my old feelings for Jussie are coming back. I locked it up 2 years ago so I could stop being hurt when I saw him with other girls. Wait what about Logan. Oh my god, I forgot about Logan. This is gonna be a hard morning.

Okay when I get out this shower I'm gonna put on my clothes. Hit the door and head home for some asperin and a nap. Oh crap I forgot I don't have clothes only my semi formal dress. Perfect how else can I make today less akward. Dont talk to Jussie remember your doing this for Logan. Remember I'm doing this for Logan.

As I walked out the shower I couldn't find Jussie anywhere so that just means he's gone. Awww I thought when I saw he left me jeans and a white shirt to wear. The only thing he forgot is my underwear and my bra. I used the hotels lotion as I moisturised my skin. Then the bedroom door opened and Jussie walked straight in and said "Hey you, I forgot to give you your bra and pantie" he said. "Jussie what the hell I'm naked" I screamed while covering myself with the towel. "I saw you naked hundreds of times like swimming practice when I accidentally walked in to the bathrooms and like last night when I had to remove your clothes so you can sleep comfy" he said with an ease. "Woah you took off my clothes last night" I said shocked. "Yeah you wanted Marcus to do it" he said.

"You made this morning really akward, it would be best if you just left the room for 10 minutes so I can change without remembering anything you've just said" I said. "Fine with me oh and how come one boob is bigger than the other" he said while leaving. "Get out" I said while I laughed and threw the pillow to the door.

I finished dressing and was ready to leave. I was halfway out the door until Jussie said "Where do you think your going". "Home where else" I replied. "No thank you and no hug" he said. "I think seeing me naked was a good enough thank you" I said sounding like a smart ass. "C'mon give uncle Jussie a hug" he said. I laughed at the joke and decided to give him a hug so I can leave. Our hug felt like it lasted for eternity. "I really missed you" he said. "Me too" I replied. After that we let go but didn't move.  We found each other staring into each other's eyes.

I knew his next move so I just said" I should go". Before I could finish my sentence he grabbed my hair and tilted my head to kiss me. That kiss felt better than all the kisses I received from Logan. I found my self making out with Jussie for some time until my phone rang and we seperated watching the siliva from our tounge make a bridge between our two mouths. "Hello" I said as I picked up my phone. "Yeah where are you baby, I thought your mom picked you up" Logan said. I looked at Jussie and whispered "What do I say". "Umm say you were at the docter cause you felt sick" Jussie whispered. "I was at the docter baby cause I felt sick from all that achoal" I said. "You want to talk about what happened last night that made you feel so sick" Logan said. "No I'm fine see you in school tomorrow bye" I said. "Love you bye" Logan said while ending the call.

"I have to leave" I said very embarrassed like. "Yeah see you tommorow" he said in a sad low voice. I knew he wanted to talk about it but I just didn't want to have that conversation. I left after that and caught a cab home. Man I really screwed up. I hate being that one friend.