that is what i am
that is what i have always been
my face is distorted
my body is too thin
my thighs are too fat
my arms are too lean
i have no muscle
my nose is too big
i am too pale
my face turns too red
my laugh is weird
i look like a guy without makeup
my voice is too low
i can not sing
i can not dance
no one likes me
people think i am crazy
like i need to go to a mental hospital
maybe i do
maybe i do not
i do not know what to think
and i know no one cares
someone will eventually
but not for long
