when time goes so fast
it's a blur
and i feel nothing
is when i feel the best
and the worst
at the same time
but
when time goes so slow
that i can see every detail
and i feel everything
is when i feel the worst
and the best
at the same time
because
i am an emotionless wreck
but i can also feel every emotion
at once
i am a wreck
i am numb
but
i am not
i am tired
but
i can't sleep
i want to keep going
but
i give up
