The Trip

Chapter 12

Maddison
San Diego

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I don't really know how we started kissing again but it all fine, I stop to say something to her:
"Can we keep it down."

We start kissing again
Then it stops again

"Why?" She asks

"Cuz.." I stop whatever I'm doing with Erin and she just looks at me

"I didn't come out to my new roommates" I say

"Oh, but if they see you kissing me they will figure out and just be ok with it."
She says

I stop and everything becomes silent.

"Right?" She asks

" no. It won't. They are different." I say

"What?" She asks

"Well most of them are homophobic and just judgmental, I tried moving out and getting my own place but I couldn't afford it." I say looking down while she was getting out of lap.

"Umh, I can help you. I'm doing really good at the salon and I'm getting a promotion soon."  She says

Erin is an amazing hairstylist, she does amazing haircuts, amazing dyes, everything practically.
She wanted to do another major but her parents were only going to pay if she did what they wanted.
She's really good at it but she's wasting her time in this major.

"Oh my god!!! Really???!??" I ask almost screaming.

"Yeah why not." She says

"Oh my god your the best, I love you," I say that and I kiss her
She kisses me back

*next day*

Erin getting dressed to go home
And I just look at her, putting on her shirt, her pants, her shoes, and putting on her glasses.
She looks at the mirror and looks at me then leaves. She opens the door and close it, leaving me there.
I get up and go running to her, she's getting going out in the back of my house.

"ERIN" I scream
She pauses and toss her keys up in the air and she catch it, she slowly turn around and finally looked the way I was, she takes off the glasses and come running towards me, she kisses me like it's the last time that I'm seeing her.
She pulls away and say
"You're still wearing underwear outside, how foolish" she giggles

"Thank you." I say
"No problem." She says

She starts walking and I just look at her leave, what if it's going to take another 7 months till I see her again, should I really move out?, should I just be really to me?, I don't know.

She opens the back door and wave then she goes away, I walk back to my room while my head is down and just thinking.

I get in the house and I see Jon eating cereal.

"Hey, is that your girlfriend?"
He asks

"How did you know?" I ask

"I was here all night and I could here the laughs, the conversation, the moans." He says
"And also are you leaving this house?"
He asks

"Umh I was thinking about it, I could transfer my job and probably start college. I don't know" I say

"Okay." He says
He starts walking to his room and then he says

"Thanks for calling us homophobics, we're not" he says it in a very calm way.

"Sorry" I say

Jacob
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"Why???" I ask

"Because we're not getting along with each other" derrick says
"Im sorry"

"Okay, good bye" I say

"Where are you going?" He ask

I start crying a bit
"You are breaking up with me and you don't even care, I don't want to go but I don't want to stay, I don't to date you but I don't be far away from you, I want you but I don't want you." I say

I get out and smashes the door, I run downstairs while putting on his jacket.
I get on my car and I just start driving home which is not very far from his, I get a call from Erin but I don't answer it but she leaves a message.

"Hey Jake, how's it going? I'm going home now okay byeeee"

After a bit I get home, and I see Chris there and I don't say nothing, he says hey and I wipe the rear of my cheek.
He follows me into my room and I start running because I wanted to be by myself.

"What's going on Jacob?" He asks
And I close the door

"Derrick, just leave me alone okay" I say

"What's wrong? Talk to me?" He says

"He broke up with me while we weren't eating açai, and I left it there."  I say

"Hey don't feel sorry for yourself, I got a no from the that I like"

I stop crying and I open the door and we just talk for while in my bedroom.