Samantha's Diary

June 28, 2013

Well, I got used to being an Educational Chairman. Damn, who am I kidding? I really can't do this. I mean, do you even know how wild this class can be? Not even a teacher can shut them up. How much more of its a student? How much more if its Brandon? That guy is so short he could pose for trophies, I ain't kidding. Plus, he's known for a 'gentle' singer. His voice is as soft as silk and all that blah. He speaks so loud only his nose can hear him. Who even voted for that guy anyway? I wonder why he was nominated anyway, that guy is a big fathead.

As I walked in the classroom I kept my head down and began filling up details in the attendance record. No one really paid attention to me, and I guess thats good. Less fuss for me.

We had a couple of group activities and as expected, I'm the leader. Perks being a chairman I guess. Most of the class got along well. Some even went to other sections to 'make new friends'. In other words, students in my class are friendly bunnies who have iPhones and iPads.

Its definitely wrong to say that I'm in a well behaved class. But its better to say that I'm in a horny and crazy class. Even I'm crazy, but in a silent way.

Everybody in this class is crazy in their own way. I'm the silent crazy. And then theres the study crazy, horny crazy, creepy crazy and a lot more. I could go on for hours about this craziness. Its been about two or three weeks since I had been elected as class Educational Chairman. I actually got the hang of this. Its seems hard work at first, but its really not. Its a bit fun if you ask me.

I'm a changed person, though not entirely. I'd blame my hormones but I think its the class itself changing me. I'm not used to this kind of environment. Back in 6th grade, I don't really voice out my opinion that much because my friends were always judgemental, even teachers. They never really encourage me to do things.

This class is the total opposite. They're so supportive and encouraging, it all changed me in a span of two or three weeks. Back then I never raise my hand in recitation, now I can answer almost every question. I only stick to my old friends back then, now I can get along with everyone. I'm silent though, and I still read my books. But thats not the point! I've changed.

And its the best thing thats ever happened to me.

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Damn these hormones.

I cant even breathe!

I released the air I hadnt known I was holding. I'm in front of my laptop now, on facebook and currently messaging someone. Guess who??

Its Gary.

We've been talking since 8:00 and now its like, 9:30. Wow, longest conversation ever. But I guess that's normal for us. We can talk for so many hours on both texting and facebook messaging, but we can never hold a single conversation in person. I know weird huh? We've known each other for years, and

this is how we talk.

He just told me he misses me and I swear, I think my heart skipped a beat. Young love? Yup it definitely is.

We kept talking, mostly about school and stuff. Conversations like this are surprisingly not as boring as they should be. I'm in my pink pajama pants and a yellow baggy t-shirt, holding my book upside down and trying to read it. "Nope, I cant do it." I typed into my laptop, sent.

Only a few seconds later, he replied. "Couldn't do it either. But its cool huh?"

I smirked at this, "It made me dizzy..." I typed.

Damn this guy can make me talk for hours. I made a quick glance at the clock. I was supposed to be asleep an hour ago!

"Sorry, I gotta go to bed. See ya at school:)" I sent him a quick goodbye, then logged off.

It's a bit weird that we started talking again. After our break-up, we hadnt talk for almost three months. -Sigh-

Life is very confusing.