9. Drained.

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Lauren's Pov:

I was sitting at my usual table at lunch, when I noticed Y/N was missing.

"Hey guys? Have you seen my Princess?" I asked giggling, they all then shrugged. I then started to scan the whole cafeteria and I noticed Shawn was missing too, maybe Shawn is with Y/N? Wait no. That's impossible, I brainwashed him. But maybe? No.

"Have you seen Shawn?" I asked, "I saw him exit the school building a while ago, just after gym class." Dinah said. I then stood up from my seat, "See ya guys later." I walked out of the cafeteria and walked to the parking lot.

I then got into my Lambo and I started to drive home.

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"Y/N! Ya home!?" I shouted, no answer. I then started to search all the rooms and still no one, where could she be?

Maybe she is with Shawn...?

I then rolled my eyes, I could just teleport to where she is.

I then put Y/N in my mind and teleported. As I appeared, I looked up and I was infront of a small but simple house. Who's house is this?

After thinking I walked through the door, not bothering to open it. The house looked empty and quiet.

I then started walking upstairs and I could hear a deep voice moaning, what the?

As I got to the room where the moaning came from, my blood boiled and my fists were clenched so tightly that it was turning white.

I then pushed the door fully open and I saw Shawn getting up puting his clothes back on, "Lauren!" Y/N shouted. "It's not what it looks like!" I then started feeling something wet falling from my face, am I crying!? I have never cried ever, not over someone...

I was going to walk up to Shawn to end his life, but my body wouldn't let me.

Instead, I broke down. Y/N then ran up to me and put her hand on my shoulder, "Don't touch me!" I shouted. "I-I thought you actually l-loved me! I gave up being bad for you! I-I s-stopped trying to let my anger take over, b-but..." I then started crying even more, "Lauren, let me ex-" I then cut her off. "No Y/N! I'm done, I'm actually crying for someone I never thought I would care for so much. I'm done! Whatever we had. I'm done!" I then stood up and teleported to the spot Y/N and I went to when we felt emotional.

I thought she loved me? I actually cried over her! I stopped trying to be evil! I stopped trying to let my anger control me! I actually thought she cared! I thought.. She cared.

I then stood up from my spot and grabbed a guitar.

(Play the song)

I wanna go back, forget that it's over. Paint it in black, when you left me alone.

I never knew, she was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with, and I can't go back to her anymore .. No

As I was singing a tear fell from my eyes.

You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay and you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away.

I then closed my eyes as I sang.

And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks. No, I can't lift the weight

Put you in the past, try to forget you 'cause it's over

And every time you ask, I'll pretend I'm okay. You're inside my head,

In the middle of the night when I don't feel right I dream I can hold you,
And I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeah

You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay and you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away

And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks

But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight.

At this point, tears were streaming down my face.

And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight

Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks

And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight

Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks and I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you lower your standards and I raise the stakes

And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight

You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay and you tell me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away and when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks

But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight

You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay.

You told me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away and when you try to take me back, say someday you will change,

But I don't wanna wait.

As I strummed the final note I opened my eyes and I saw Y/N standing infront of the door way crying, I then looked away and teleported back home.

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Damn Drama! How was the 9th chap? Any thoughts?

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HOW COULD YOU CHEAT ON LAUREN!?

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