Chapter 3- Stop saying "Sorry"

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~brinar5

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Omgomgomg! Parker! Crap, she-What- Is she o- The hell- What happened? This has never happened before-Why now? When I finally figured okay I love my best friend- But she doesn’t like me in that way…

            I was pacing back and forth waiting for her to come out of the room. I started to panic. I sat down in a chair and fanned my self with a magazine… Are. You. Serious. An R5 magazine? Why? I thought to my self, Is she okay? But I can’t think like that. She is okay. Right?

I seriously hope. I really care about her. When I find out who did this, I swear, some one is getting hurt. I protect the ones I love and care about. Did I just say I love her? Who am I kidding, i do. I can't hide it anymore. I love love love love LOVE her. But who could tell their best friend that? She would never like me the way I like her. She's so, so beautiful and perfect. I love it when she hugs me. It's just... I love her. I really care about her. She was my first, you know. Girl Friend. Not girlfriend. She just. Ugh I can't explain. I just love her.

"Ross?" Parker's voice lightens my mood.

"Oh my gosh Parker. Are you okay? What happened? Oh my gosh" I hugged her really tightly and I felt a shiver to down my spine. I never wanted to let her go. I leaned down, looked into those big brown eyes of hers and kissed her.

And then it happened. I woke up. W-was that all a dream? It felt so, so real. It- it couldn't have been a dream. I can't believe my brain right now. How could it play a trick in me like that? Brain, I thought I trusted you!

"Ross?" Here we go again... please not be a dream, please not be a dream. I repeated to myself in my brain that BETTER NOT BE PLAYING A TRICK ON ME!!!!! Then I pinched myself.

"Ow" I yelped in pain. Okay, so maybe I'm not dreaming.

"Are you okay?" She asked with that enchanting voice of hers.

"Now that question I should be asking you"

"I'm fine. Honest" she said covering her eye.

"I can read you like a book you know. And that book is telling me that something's wrong."

"You cannot. And I'm really fine nothing's wrong." I saw a tear escape from her eye.

"Parker, please tell me" we sat down on the chairs.

"I can't"

"Yes you can, you can tell me anything"

"Not everything" I heard her whisper to her self. I don't think I was supposed to hear that... so moving on.

"Sab, I really care for you and I don't want anything to happen to you. So could you tell me what's on your mind?"

"I thought you could read me like a book"

"That's only for SOME things"

"Whatever"

"Ross, you can go if you like" the nurse said nicely

"Is it okay if I can stay here for a little while longer?"

"To be honest I don't care. you can If you like. But it's not my fault if you get more home work"

"That's okay" I have no important classes anyway. All I have for first semester is music, drama, English, phys. Ed, and those kind of things. Right now is music. Do I really have to study for that?

"Ross you can go if you like, I don't mind" Parker told me

"No I wanna stay, it's okay"

"Well okay then"

"I can't believe in the two minutes I was gone, this happened to you. I'm really, truly sorry"

"Ross. It's. okay. And why are you apologizing? Those butterflies are so horrible!"

"I know Park. Wait who are we talking about again?"

"Mandy and those ugh"

"Are. You. Serious?! why didn't you tell me sooner?!"

"Because I knew you would act like this!"

"Act like what?" What am I supposed to say? Oh Parker, I love you?

"Like that!" I sighed

"Okay, can we stop please? I hate fighting with you." I rubbed my hand through my hair. And hugged her. It was kind of those awkward hugs  when we were just standing in the middle of the room and kind of rocking there. "Why?" I asked as we pulled away.

"I don't know they kind of just,  well... then he. But then..."

"Parker, calm down. Your gonna faint."

"Ross that hasn't happened in like 5 years."

"I know but still"

"Sorry I'm putting you though so much stress"

"Again with the sorryies Park. I'm your best friend, You don't have to keep on apologizing" 

"Okay, but we should get back to class"

"But i don't wanna" I wined 

"But you have ta" She got up and was about to walk through the door, when the nurse called her back.

"Sabrina, could you at least carry some ice with you" She said. I took the bag fom her and passed it to Parker. I saw her put the bag at her eye. We walked out of the office.  

"You wanna ditch?"

"Are you serious? It's the first day of school. And what's Rocky gonna think? And whatever lets go"

"Yay. See I knew you would come around" She rolled her eyes and we walked towards the door. 

"Wait ross. Lemme get my phone from my locker"

"Kay then." I followed her. I'm not letting her out of my sight. Not after what happened to her. I just care to much. She got her phone but I realized she had a different phone case "Seriously. Avengers?" 

"Yeah." She laughed and we walked out of the hall way towards the door. 

"And where do you two think your sneaking off to?"

Busted

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~brinar5

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