Memories...where'd you go?

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My heart throbs as I sink into the booth I'm sitting at with my mother.

I look to him... He is staring at me. "Psst mom... " I quietly whisper. "sweetie I know I saw him" she laughs. " HES LOOKING AT ME WTF DO I DO" I ponder. "Don't worry about him... Let him stare she's just jealous because your not his anymore" my mother smiles at me.

I feel relieved... My mother always know how to make me feel better about myself.

But I cant stop staring... I feel like a stalker......
"UGH" I shriek

"M..ay I ta...ke your or..der ma'am? " the waitress speaks to me very scared after I shrieked and threw my hand down.

"I am so sorry... I'll have the Alfredo chicken pasta with a sweet tea.... " I tell her

She writes it down on her note pad and turns to my mom... My mom orders a simple chefs salad. She's so plain...

I get up to go to the bathroom.. While opening the door. I get pulled back... "WHAT THE FUCK" I kick the leg of the person pulling me back... "SHIT PAIGE" a recognizable voice yells.

"M..ark? "

" YES HI"

"why are you following me..... "

"Because I needed to talk to you but I didn't really see that you were gonna come to here.... So it might be fate?? "

" You know I stopped believing in fate after you hit me for the 5th time." I yell at him

" Listen babe... "

" DONT FUCKING DARE CALL ME THAT YOU PORCH MONKEY" my voice excels louder.

"I'm sorry... Listen Paige.. I'm... Still in love... With you... "his head looks down.

My head starts to spin... I couldn't handle this type of news.... " No..... Stop lying.. GO AWAY" I start to cry and I run into the girls bathroom.

I call my mom from the bathroom stall... She comes in after 2 minutes.. I told my mom what happened and she told me to calm down and explained not to think about what he said because it will just tear me down and fuck with my head... So I took her advice.

Later that night I went to take a bath... I run the water and throw in a black bath bomb. I needed something to match my mood. I look at my phone and sigh. "No messages" I exhale. But I guess I spoke too soon... My phone starts vibrating. I look down and it's a number I didn't recognize.

"He..llo? " I ask

"Paige?? Hey this is Mark."

".....hi Mark"

"Listen I wanna know why did you freak out earlier...."

" because your not supposed to love me... You hurt me too much to actually love me. You just miss me. You just miss all the things we had."

" do you hate me now.. "

" I don't hate you I just hate the fact that you just want me because someone else has me... Goodbye now Mark"

"No please.."

I didn't wanna hear what else he was gonna say so I just hung up.

I get into the bathtub and start to cry.... I remember everything... From when Mark asked me out to how I broke up with him... I want them to disapeer..i want to disappear.....

I just might too.

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