a/n: I am so sorry!! to anyone that's still reading this (or ever actually did), I apologize from the bottom of my heart to tell you the truth I forgot it ever existed but I will aim to finish it before the end of summer! so refresh your memories and get reading :) all my love x
// M A T T Y //
WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE DO?!
Does she want to get me killed? It's so busy here tonight anyone could've seen. John could've walked straight in on us. Shit, John's not even here. I'm not drunk enough to be getting with my mate's girlfriends! What the hell was she thinking?
I need to smash something, my brain is flashing red and spinning, what do I do? At times like this I'd turn to drugs... or Annie? But I'm 6 months clean and I'm going to ruin it all over a fucking kiss.
I can't go back in to the party, the thought of seeing her fine and unaffected after screwing me over makes my blood boil, I need to sort my head out.
So I smash my fist into the wall, once. Then again and again until my hand is caught by somebody else's. I close my eyes and clench my fist tighter, feeling my nails dig into my palms. " I told you to fuck off and leave me alone Annie". She needs to leave before I tell her what I'm really thinking. Who does she think she is kissing me and then coming back to me assuming that it wouldn't have any effect on me at all.
"Mate, I think you better tell me what's going on"
I hear George behind me and instantly regret my previous statement, I can tell he's beyond pissed but I can NOT tell him what's just happened. He'd think I was lying, I know he would and then he'd probably punch me for trying anything with our "best mates" girl. So I stay frozen.
"Matty, you need to tell me what the fuck you've done right now!"
Why is he so angry, I'm the one who has a right to be pissed off? I can't speak, I know my voice will fail me so I just sink my head lower.
Next thing I know I'm pinned to the wall with a Hench giant looming over me "I'll give you one more chance to tell me what the FUCK just happened, or you'll be lying on the ground, left to bleed out"
"George, it wasn't me" George doesn't know about my history with Annie, he just knows I'm completely besotted with her. "Let me breath, dude"
"Oh I'm really supposed to believe that you're a little angel when the girl that means the world to me just burst into my room unable to speak through her sobs" he stared at me, tightening his grip, "so you better man up and tell me now"
"Okay, Okay, I don't really know how it happened but I was out having a smoke the music and the sluts were getting to me and I couldn't stand it in there any longer, next thing I know if she rips my fag off me and starts crying" I lower my head and gulp. Truth is I'm ashamed to tell George. He knows everything about me he's been there for me my whole life and I tell him everything but I know as soon as he finds out about this I have no chances of ever having anything remotely romantic with her again, but I continue. "Then she sits down and I see her start to well up, she leans into me and I obviously give her a cuddle. She dropped the fag and looks up at me and leans in."
"I can't believe you, bullshit, trying to blame this on her, nothings ever your fault is it, nothing in the world could ever be Matty Healy's fault, you should be ashamed"
"George listen to me, I'm not lying, you know she means the world to me, to us all, why would I lie to you of all people" He nods urging me to continue. "So we're kissing and before I know she tries taking things further, but I know it'd be wrong, I don't want things to happen like this, but she started crying again and I couldn't stand myself after doing that to her, I was just so angry at her" I choke out the last sentence.
No girl has ever affected me like this before.
"Ok Matty, but what you did was uncalled for!" he say, raising his voice again.
"What do you mean, I know I shouldn't have told her to fuck off but I knew that I'd take it out on her is she didn't let me cool off"
"I don't call hitting her, not taking it out on her, would you? You dick"
"What are you talking about?" Fear strikes through me who the hell has hurt her.
"Oh I don't know how else did you leave a giant bruise on her thigh and stomach for the matter"
I'm absolutely fuming, who could hurt someone so precious, I need to find her, I need her to tell me what's been going on. "Where is she?" I snap.
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// After The Storm // {THE 1975} {{MATTY HEALY FANFICTION}}
FanfictionAnnie is hot! Everyone knows that but she's John's girlfriend. Matty couldn't get involved with her anyway she's Adams sister but he can't get her off her mind, how could this possibly end well?
