I don't think it's gonna work. I have a feeling we gonna have our finally day. And he's gonna distance himself like he's done with all these other girls. He's a bad boy and I knew it from the start. Should've just put my barriers up like usual. I was crazy thinking it would've worked. I mean he's 4 years older I know it's just a number but it's two different worlds. I've been getting off vibes from him. Every Time we talk it's just sex. And the worst part about it is knowing it's gonna happen. Knowing that days gonna come. And there's nothing left to show except the slowing fading bruises that his sweet but poisons mouth left. And the self lasting memory's caused by the light smell of him on my sheets. Even months after when the bruises are gone and the sheets are washed and the memory's are faded. His name will still send chill down my spine and rack my brain. But I guess that's just life.
