I thought we had something.
Something that I didn't know excised
And it still doesn't.
3am thoughts come to me at 3pm
And I thought that wasn't possible.
They said "if there's a will, there's a way"
But my will to love you never made a way.
I loved the events that happened with you.
But I don't know if I can get through the aftermath without you.
Now I feel crazy and stupid.
Because you don't deserve to roam my thoughts everyday.
I know she probably loves you better.
But how could you?
How do you spend the day and tell me you love me. Then go home and tell her the same thing.
I wish your image would leave.
Just like you did
And would stop thinking about you.
Just like you did me when you walked out that door.
And I wish they would walk out my life.
Like you did to me.
