the first thing i saw was a lamp hit the wall. then a chair. then a pillow. one after the other.
"JUST KILL ME ALREADY! I'M NOT WORTH ANYBODIES GODDAMN TIME!"
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never have i ever heard you cuss. never.
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you were crying, your mascara running down your face.
"I'M NOT IMPORTANT! JUST. KILL. ME. ALREADY! I'M DONE WITH THIS SHIT YOU CALL LIFE!"
you collapsed. shoulders heaving. sobs racking your fragile body.
"i'm not worth anything. please, just get it over with."
you looked over at the camera and put your head in your hands.
"well, shit."
you wiped your eyes and disappeared. when you came back you looked normal. like nothing happened.
then the camera shut off.
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i wonder, how many times did you cover that up? how many times did you break down and then wash up, completely acting like you didn't break anything? like you didn't just collapse and cry? i wonder why you didn't come to me. why didn't you talk to me? I could've helped. i'm sorry i couldn't read in between the lines. i'm sorry i couldn't take the hints you threw at me. i'm sorry.
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Captured Love {#Wattys2016}
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