Girl Online 3

❤️Chapter 5❤️

"Noah?!" I half yell. I run over to my bed where he is sitting. I grab his hand and hold it tight, rubbing it with my other hand, but I see that, that is not working. I know just what to do. I kiss him, hard an passionately, it's a kiss filled with love and emotion. But he doesn't stop crying. I just feel the stream of his tears fall onto my cheeks. I hug him hard, then pull back. "What's wrong N?" He cries for a couple for seconds, then whispers something quietly, thinking I can't hear. "Wow Noah. Good job, you're supposed to be the strong one. She's not gonna want a weak boyfriend. God I'm such an idiot." How could he think that?! This time it's my turn to lift up his chin. "Noah honey, just because you cry doesn't mean you are weak. I love you just the way you are!" I kiss him on the cheek. "You stay strong when I cry, and I stay strong when you cry. It's how relationships work." He nods. "You know what this means?" He shakes his head. "When the boy can cry in front of his girlfriend, it means he trusts her, that he is trusting his strong and vulnerable side to her. The same can be said when the girl cries in front of her boyfriend, it means she trusts him, that she is trusting her strong and vulnerable side to him." He smiles and nods. "Just because you cry doesn't mean I stop loving you. I love you when your happy, mad, sad, annoyed, bored, smelly, asleep, and funny. Nothing and nobody could ever make me stop loving you."I say "Really?" He says "Really, why would you not believe that?" He sighs, "I have no idea, I can't even think straight after what just happened." I play with his hair. "Tell me why you are upset." "Okay, when Ollie took you away I thought I wasn't going to see you again, I thought you were gone. I thought you were going to fall in love with him, because I won't deny it, he is good looking. But worse, I thought he was going to physically and mentally hurt you. Like what if you had a serious panic attack, what was he going to do to comfort you?! I was just so scared for you, Penny. I love you so much. I want us to be together forever. I want you to be safe, I want to keep you safe. I was so vulnerable, I couldn't get out of Meghan's clutches, I couldn't do anything. When Ollie took you I though you were gone, my world came crashing down. Pen-Pen you don't understand, I love you so much it hurts, I can't describe my love for you." He says. Now I'm the one who is crying. By now he is playing with my curls. "What could Ollie have done to me to make me never come back?" I say first "I have no idea, I just....I love you" He says looking into my eyes. "I was scared I was never going to see you again!" I kinda laugh, but I'm still scared that I might lose him. Noah senses the nervousness in my laugh, but he waits for me to finish. "Noah, I would never 'fall in love' with Ollie. How could someone be better than you. Even if you were broke, living on the streets, and as ugly as me, I would still love you no matter what. I also love you so much it hurts. I love you Noah, like a lot. I don't want you to ever think that I would leave you, I would be lost without you. You keep me grounded through everything Noah. I'd be dead from panic attacks, if you weren't here. I love you Noah, please believe me when I say that." I give him a pleading look. Now it was his turn. "I feel the same way. But just to clear things up, you aren't ugly, it would be nice to look as good as you." I laugh "yeah okay, says the handsome guy." He looks at me seriously, "I'm not joking, anyway. I also don't want you to think that I would leave you. You are my Autumn Girl, My Forever Girl, My Inciting Incident, I would be lost with out you Pen. I love you so much." We both smile. He roughly pulls me in and gives me a nice tight hug. Then we make out. It is filled with so much love, that I never want it to end. But sadly my phone dings, and we are forced to separate. I click my phone to see the notification it says: Text from: Mum❤️ I unlock my phone to read the message, it says: Hello sweetheart, I hope everything is well at home. Your father has had an accident, so we won't be home until two weeks. Stay safe, and have fun. Love you lots! ~Mum. I start to cry. My dad's been in an accident?! What?! Noah sees me crying and reads the text. He comforts me, and when I feel better I reply: Hi Mum!!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO DAD?! IS HE OKAY?! Yes, everything is going well back her. I miss you lot's, I will stay safe if you promise to stay safe! Within seconds my mum replies. Oh darling, I didn't mean to scare you!! He was carrying a heavy prop for the wedding and lost his footing, he's broken is leg, wrist and arm. He is still smiling, and happy! Don't you worry about a thing!! I'm glad all is good! Yes, I promise to stay safe. I love you honey. ~Mum. Instantly I reply, Oh gosh good, I thought something terrible has happened. I'll see you in two weeks Mum. I love you lot's. I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight! I feel a lot better knowing my dad only broke a few bones, as long as he is going to get better! My phone dings again, Don't worry! Have fun!! Goodnight Darling. Tell Noah I say hi! ~Mum. "My Mum says Hi" I say to Noah. "Tell her I say hi back" I giggle "Okay" I say. Noah says hi back. Okey Dokey, I'm pooped, gonna sleep now. LOVE YOU!! ~P. Mum replies Night darling.