Bullied. H.S

Day 7

Ariana's POV

Today was the day. Today was the day that I was moving to New York. But most importantly today was the day I was leaving Harry.

"Hey," I heard a voice say,
I turned around to see Stacie there,
"Oh hey,"
"Your mum is downstairs,"
I nodded and went downstairs to say goodbye to my mum.
Once I got into her room I saw tears in her eyes.

"Mum I swear if you cry.." She just laughed and motioned for me to come sit next to her. I walked over to her bed and sat down. I immediately pulled her in for a hug. It breaks my heart to see my mum like this but I'm old enough to live on my own, sorta. I looked at her and rolled my eyes.

"Mum why are you crying? I'm gonna visit all the time!" I explained. She laughed and nodded.
"Be safe and call me if you need me"
I nodded and started to head towards the door.
"Wait,"

I looked towards my mum who motioned me to come to her. I walked over to where she was and she placed an envelope in my hands.
I opened it and gasped. "Mum I can't accept this." It was $200.000 I gave the envelope back to her but she shook her head.
"Emergency money. And knowing you, you'll spend it on clothes and decorating your room, so just call me when you need more."
I laughed and gave her another hug
"Thank you."
"Love you."
"Love you too mum"
She kissed my forehead and I walked out of her room. Im kinda excited to design my room.
I grabbed all my stuff and headed out the door to see Jade and Stacie there, they smiled at me and I smiled back. "Ready?"
I nodded. They got in the car and I put my stuff in the trunk. When I closed it I looked over at Harry's house.
Bye Harry. I'll always love you.
Wait what did my brain just say? I shrugged it off and hopped in the car. Off we go I thought. Off we go.

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"Flight 67"

"AWWW come on Ari why couldn't you have gotten flight 69" Jade whined. I laughed. I was excited to go to New York but I also had this weird feeling in my stomach. I shrugged it off thinking it was just my fear of flying. Yes my fear of flying. Now you may ask
'why the fuck is she just leaving Harry'
'Dont you dare say it's easier this way'
Well voices in my head. The reason is because I've liked Harry since kindergarten and I just figured out now that he felt the same. When we started dating I thought my life would get better. Wrong. Well I'm doing this to start over. I wanna start over my life because things could've gotten worse if I stayed.

"Last call for flight 67"

We went onto the plane. I was sitting next to Jade and Stacie was sitting next to a 10 year old who was basically in love with her. Jade and I teased her about it occasionally but she was just roll her eyes or laugh.
I looked out the window and before I knew it I was falling into a deep sleep.

I was In my room doing my homework it was the middle of the school year and I was in fifth grade.
I started to hear alot of yelling so I went downstairs to hear what it was but making sure nobody saw me.

"Derek you've been drinking too much lately it's not good for Ariana to see!"
My mum shouted.

"Calm down! It's just beer!" He groaned.

"Either you stop drinking or never go near Ariana ever again"

"I'm leaving. I finally get to get away from that little sperm I've never wanted."

"DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT ABOUT OUR DAUGHTER!"

"Whore." He spat as he slammed out of the house.

I could feel my tears falling. I started crying hard and immediately ran upstairs and locked myself in my bathroom. My own father never wanted me? That was my first attempt. I grabbed the side of my binder and skinned it across my wrist hard. I fell down in pain. I looked at my wrist and saw that it was bleeding. I just laid there. Replaying the whole scene of what happened.

I immediately woke up sweating. I looked around at my surroundings and saw I was still on the plane. I sighed and closed my eyes again. Why does that dream come every time?


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*sobs* Doesn't this chapter wanna make you cry *gives tissues*
Yeah so I decided that I will make two more chapters cause I needed to add something else k. ~~Toodles**