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Chapter 14- i thought ?

I swear I'm getting more obsessed with Jacob each minutes of the day , Hahahahhahahahahaha cringed myself 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘
Chapter 14- I thought ?

Cassidy POV

Recap: then he just

He stared at me , he carried on for a few seconds before I felt really uncomfortable ,

C- is there something on my face

J- how to you tell a person you really like them and ask them out

This is it Cassidy he is going to ask you , why am I so excited ?

C- just be upfront to them , tell them

J- okay ,

He gave a big breath then stood up , he smirked at me , I thought he was going to say it to me but he walked away , I felt embarrassed, he walked over to Patrice like I thought he would , he pulled get aside , a few moments later. She jumped up and hugged him wrapping her arms around his neck and straight away kissed him , Andy walked over to me

A- never thought that would happen

C- me either

A- wanna talk somewhere

C- yeah come out a few seconds after me

A- okay

I raised my hand

M- yes Cassidy

C- i need the bathroom like now

M- yes I was told , Andy go with her

He nodded and walked out after me ,

C- or that . Let's go talk in the disabled toilets ,

A- Yeag

We walked in the toilets and I locked the door , he sighed

C- okay you spill first.

A- okay me and Patrice have been getting along really well lately , I had a plan for when we got home I would ask her out in a special way , we were just talking and I was going to say about how I felt for her until Jacob came along and swooped her off her feet and now their together . What about you ?

C- well uh , you see , Jacob and I , we've kissed a lot we've done things I'm not proud of. I like him a lot , when he's with me he just gives me this feeling you know ? The one when my whole body feels safe ,  I feel like I'm liked by someone for who I am , he just lightens my day , after he broke up with trinity , I didnt show it but I was so happy on the inside , I thought after 2 months I would've got over him , of course I told people I was but deep down I'm not , we were talking earlier he told me I was pretty and I lighten his day and everything , I told him the same because I felt that way but I wanted to tell him even more , he stared at me and asked how to tell someone you like them and ask them out , for a second I thought it was about me and on the inside I got really excited , that was until he walked away , I felt so embarrassed, I don't know but when he walked up to Patrice , I realised he asked her , I mean who wouldn't , she's beautiful, stunning and im a pile of shit standing next to her , I just feel like I was crushed inside , it felt as if I just played myself and I played my own feelings thinking about , thinking about him liking me , like really how could he , the Jacob sartorius like me , Cassidy Williams , me a disgusting petty girl who has one friend maybe two that actually like her for her but I was wrong I'm always wrong , I'll never be Patrice , will I ever no , he likes her , he wants her and it breaks me knowing that he doesn't like me that way .

A- wow , I'm so sorry Cass , you shouldn't feel that way , especially not by him , he doesn't deserve you .

C- it's not your fault Andy .

I heard a sound shift outside , I went to walk out but Andy stopped me

A- you may want to wash your face , your makeup is running down your face

C- did you hear that , do you think someone heard us

A- probably someone walking past to go to the other toilets .

C- okay

A- don't worry

He brushed his thumb on my cheeks , he put his hand down so I could wash my face .
I felt nauseous, shit Andy doesn't know my condition.

C- Andy phone my mom ,

A- your phones in their

C- get it quickly and phone her , please ,

I ran to the toilet , Andy ran out , I spewed and it carried on and on , in rushed a person and I was so careless to see , I threw up and the last thing I remember was blacked out .

I was woken and Andy was there worried about me (Andy down there\/)

He's really good looking and he's there for me , maybe we could be friends .

C- what happened

A - you passed out , one minute you were throwing up and the next you were passed out on the floor , are you okay ?

C- I'm fine Andy , thank you !

A- your welcome ,

C- where are we

A- we are back at the hotel , you have been out for 4 hours

C- what time is it

A - like 6:30pm

C- wow . Where's the others

A- Jacob went out with Patrice and I told Curtis and Karen to go into another room because you were here

C- oh , thanks ?

A- yeah , wanna go somewhere

C - yeah sure

I stood up but fell weak to the floor, Andy helped me back up

A - guess we aren't going anywhere then .

C- watch Netflix instead

A- sure , hey can we be friends , like close ones

C- sure

A - good , now what do you wanna watch

C- put whatever on , i might fall asleep again

A- okay

He put on the vampire diaries . I laid my head on his chest because I didn't really want to move . He got the idea and his arm wrapped behind me and touched my hand , I smiled and curled up to him .