Bad start ? /// j.s

Chapter 23-messages

Jacob, Mark , Loren , all at vidcon . Together . Wonder if they will all hang out together again !!!!

Chapter 23- messages
Cassidy POV
I woke up and found myself in my brothers room , my eyes was hurting badly, my nose felt like it was throbbing , I sat up to kneel back done , my stomach hurt . I guess trinity did a good job , maybe this is an excuse for her not to move in with us .
I tried to call my mom , my voice broke , ouch . It was really croaky . I had to get up , I held onto my bed and I got up , I held onto things with one hand , clutching my stomach with the other , I walked down the stairs , it took ages . I got down and saw trinity and her father sitting there in my livingroom .

TD- trinity has something to say to you

T- ya , in soz okay ya

TD- trinity

T- dad I said Soz

She stormed off

C- where's my mom ,

My voice sounded so croaky and it hurt so bad to talk

TD- she's in work , your voice are you okay

C- yeah , do you know if Bella was here .

TD- she had an emergency but this boy , Jacob I think ? He told me to tell you to phone him when you woke up .

C- do you know for my phone

TD- leave me check the kitchen , sit down

I nodded and sat as he went to the kitchen , he's not bad it's just trinity I hate , I don't mind him .
He came back , he handed my phone to me and I dialled Jacobs number , he answered after a few rings

J- Cassidy are you okay

C- yeah , uh , I'm fine

J- your voice

C- I know ,, why did you want me to call you ?

J- I wanted to see how your doing

C- in doing crappy , do you know where Bella is

J- something about her mom in the hospital , do you want me to come over

C- would you mind , I just need someone here right now .

J- sure be over in 5

C- thank you

J- no problemo

I hung up , my stomach hurt really bad , I decided to wait for Jacob to come so I sat downstairs , moments later Jacob came in , I asked him

C- help me up to my room please

J- sure

He helped me up and helped me to my room , he went to turn to trinitys room but I pointed to my brothers room instead , the door was left open , I held the wall and walked in , trinity stood there looking at the walls .

C- get out

T- why

C- you shouldn't be in here get out

T- no

C- yeah get out

T- fine geez

She walked out , easy , really easy .
I slowly crawled over to my bed , I looked under , the phone , it's still there .

C- Jacob close the door ,

He nodded and closed the door , I grabbed my brothers phone , I knocked it on , it wasn't dead . Yea . I did his password which was easy because it was 0615 our birthday . I opened it and the last thing he went on was his messages , the last person to message him was trinity . I read all the texts .

T- baby what we did was magical
T- we should do it again
T- meet me at the park
T- you know I never liked you
T- you deserved the beating
T- kill yourself no one wants you here
T- your worthless
T- no one in your family likes you
T- die
T- haha you actually killed yourself
T- hope you have fun in hell
T- babe

That was the last message he had opened , he thought no one wanted him , she did this . He really liked her , maybe loved .
I shut the phone off ,

C- Jacob I need to see trinity a min , stay here and close the door if you hear a knock three times its me okay

J- uh okay

I weakly got up and walked out shutting the door behind me , I heard giggles . I opened trinitys door and found her and Maria . Trinity quickly hid something behind her back . I slowly and painfully walked close to her

C- what's that

T- none of your business

C- why did you do it

T- what

C- tell my brother he was worthless , no one likes him and you told him to kill himself .

M- trinity you did that

C- yeah she did I have messages .

T- so what he's dead now

M- sorry trinity I have to go

Maria stood up and ripped whatever Was out of trinitys hands and gave it to me , she gave me a gentle smile which wasn't fake this time and she walked out . I slowly walked back to my room and knocked three times . The door opened and I carefully walked in , I sat on my bed , I saw that she had the photo album of my father , mom , my brother and I . I opened it , there was a picture of my father an I . Across my fathers face was the word "alcoholic " I gulped and turned the page , a photo of my brother " LOL RIP NOT" I felt a few tears , I turned the page and saw a photo of me and my mom , the words "slut , whore , scumbag , ugly " were scattered all over the page . I closed it because I had seen enough . Jacob had my brothers phone in his hand. I looked at him and he handed it to me , I laid on my bed .

C- hey Jacob?

J- yeah.

C- do you like not like me ?

J- I like you , I'm just stupid

C- what about Maria

J- nah she was gone ,  I'm sorry about the other day .

C- can you stay tonight .

J- yeah , leave me text my mom .

I nodded and leaned against the head board . He got a reply off his mom .

J- I can stay

C- okay .

I laid there staring at my ceiling , I don't know what to do anymore ! Am I depressed ?