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This is very short but , next chapter will be better promise you , sorry I haven't updated , I just got braces fitted in and my mouth is killing , plus I'm ill so yeah , but next chapter is gon be fleek-a-lushus , 💘

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Cassidy POV

*3 weeks later

It's been three weeks , Jacob and I broke up about a week ago . We needed to learn to stay away from each other , well because that tour is still happening , it's upsetting , I feel depressed , the only time I've been out of my room is to get food .

Flashback
I've been worrying for a while , well not a while , for two weeks . I mean Jacob going on tour how will I live , I won't see him for a full year , we need a break up , for the best . I walked to Jacobs house . I knocked on his door and his mom invited me in , I walked up to his room . I opened the door , Jacob stared at the ceiling .

C- hey uh ... Babe ?

J- uh , hey Cass . What you doing here ?

C- we need to talk

J- I know , listen I think we should go back to being bestfriends , I mean I'm going on tour for a year and I won't get a chance to see you . Can we please be best friends again ,

C- I think the exact same , best friends again , for life !

J- yeah , I still love you

C- I love you too .

We smiled and hugged .

Flashback over

So yeah that's the breakup , I of course go on FaceTime with Jacob like nearly every night . He leaves in 2 days . It's gonna be hard to say goodbye .

*1 day later *sorry I skip so much

I am currently on FaceTime to Jacob , he's talking to me about the people that are going on the tour with him . I'm listening , ish .

C- so uh Jacob what time you leaving tomorrow .

J- oh I'm leaving at 11:00am ,

C- can I come over to say goodbye in person

J- of course you can .

We talked all night , then I fell asleep , making sure to set an alarm for 9:00am ,  to get ready and go over to see him .

I woke up in the  morning and ran straight to the bathroom , I showered really quickly , sorted out my makeup and chucked a pair of black joggers and a white crop jumper with my name written in black on the back of it .
I ran down to Jacobs house , taking my phone with me . I quickly got there and knocked on the door , his mom opened .

C- hey , how long has Jacob got left until he leaves

J.M- hunny didn't he tell you yesterday , he told me about yesterday after noon that he was leaving salty this morning , he left a 5:00am

And there was a lump threatening to spill in my throat . Too late it already spilled. I felt a few tears falling down my cheeks

C- yesterday last night he told me he was leaving at 11:00am .

J.M- I'm sorry

He didn't want to say goodbye , not one last hug , or kiss . Or anything . He just left

C- thanks anyways .

J.M- it's okay

I walked out . I walked slowly down the streets until I reached my house , I walked in and ran straight upstairs and cried . I wish he would have told me the truth or something . Instead of me not saying bye . I'm gonna phone him later , I mean he doesn't realise how much it hurts . The person i love,  one lies to me , then just leaves , not to mention a FULL YEAR. . Geez , I don't know why .