(Trigger Warning: Eating Disorders)
You were so ready to see those big brown eyes and lovely smile when he opened the door. You had been seeing Dan for 4 months and you never loved anyone more and never felt so compatible. The door swung open and he smiled at first sight of you. He scanned you over in your black skater dress and black wedges that brought you up to his eye level. He was wearing a white shirt covered by a leather jacket and black jeans. You both stood in the door way admiring each other until you heard Phil call out from the couch.
"Hi (y/n)!" He was stationed in the corner of the couch with his laptop on his lap and a blanket wrapped around him. "I'm so lonely....well have fun!" You both laughed.
Dan leaned forward and kissed your check and took your hand. "Shall we?" He asked giving a grin.
"We shall." You walked down the hall to the elevator hand in hand. You pushed the button waiting patiently. When the door opened your eyes grew big and an 'aw' escaped your mouth. Another resident, an elderly lady, had her dog with her. You always melted when you saw an animal. The woman saw your face and smiled.
"You can pet her. Her names Marcy." You reached down and pat Marcy on the head and Dan joined you. You made small talk with the lady until the elevator reached the lobby and the ding sounded. The lady exited in front of you and Dan leaned into your ear.
"When we get our own place maybe we could get a dog." Your stomach fluttered at the thought of living with Dan in the future. You exited the double doors and started to head down the side walk. You and Dan's favorite restaurant was only 3 blocks away from Dan's flat. The weather was nice for this time in London. Your didn't even need a sweater until it got dark.
You both ordered the same thing every time you were there,both being creatures of habit.
You were together, the food was great, and you continued conversations about nothing in particular. On the way back you passed by your favorite frozen yogurt place. It was a tradition that after almost every date your go for fro-yo.
"You wanna go get a flavored frozen dairy product?" You bumped you hips against his. He chuckled and grinned.
"I have other plans for the night." He pulled you close and kissed your lips firmly, lust in his eyes when he pulled back. You blushed and continued walking back to his flat.
You got back to the flat and opened the door to find Phil in the same spot but now with a cup of tea. He looked at the way Dan was pulling you to the bedroom and sighed before putting in some head phones. You couldn't help but laugh at this.
Dan was kissing all over you neck and passing over your lips once in a while. You surprised him and turned your bodies around and pushed him back onto the bed. He only smiled letting his eyes sparkle.
Your hands entered his shirt from the bottom rubbing his chest up and down keeping your lips connected. You insisted on removing his shirt by grabbing the hem and tugged it upward but he refused.
"No, tonight's about you." But the last time was about you. When it came to you and Dan's sex life you tried to keep it fair and enjoyable for each other.
"Dan. What's wrong?" He gave you puppy dog eyes and you knew something was wrong.
"Nothing (y/n)." He continued to kiss you grabbing your hips but you pulled away.
"Dan, some things wrong. Please tell me." You now sat in front of him legs crossed wanting to hear what he had to say.
"I...just feel..." He stopped and looked at the floor not wanting to go on. You reached over and cupped his cheeks in your hands and gave a peck on the lips. "Dan, tell me, please."
"I'm ugly and fat and you deserve someone better looking than me, heck you deserve some better than me in general. Iv'e gotten so out of shape and I'm hideous on top of that. Dinner was the most I've eaten in a day in 4 weeks." He was crying at this point.
It made since now. How he did't finish his dinners and how he didn't want sweets or even to let you see him shirtless. You could feel your eyes watering and a lump in your throat. You pulled him to face you.
"Look there is no one better than you for me. You'r perfect inside and out and I love you just the way you are. I love you more than you can think. And your not ugly. Your beautiful and hot and everything else but that. Don't feel like you need to change your self especially this way." He leaned forward and hugged you and you hugged back. You pulled him down beside you and laid your head on his chest. You both soon falling asleep.
