Psychotic.

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"God fucking damn it!" I yell in absolute hatred and anger. I punch the van, leaving a dent and head inside the van where Sandra was waiting in the passenger seat.

"Dude, what the fuck just happened?" Sandra asks me, obviously worried that something bad had happened.

I take a huge sigh, and calm down a bit before answering.

"My girlfriend Danni called me and there was something wrong, so I asked her what's wrong and she lied to me saying nothing was wrong. I know her Sandra. Her voice goes pretty high when she lies and her voice was pretty high, anyways she kept lying to me and told me everything was fine, then out of nowhere she hangs up on me!" I let it all out, Sandra could be trusted, I guess.

"Dude, she sounds like she's hiding something from you." She tells me placing a hand on my shoulder.

"I know she is. She won't tell me though!" I tell Sandra.

"If she's gonna be hiding shit from you, she ain't worth keeping dude." Sandra advises me.

"I know I just don't know anymore with her, She always does this!" I shout, getting both angry and depressed.

"She's done this before?" Sandra asks me, dumbfounded.

"Yeah she always does this. She's psychotic! She never lets me have any privacy! Only time I can get privacy is when I'm on tour. She always calls me, and asks me why I never call, and I tell her, I'm fucking busy, but she never believes me. She is overly attached!" I shout louder. I'm gonna let my angry out. What's Danni going to do anyways? Call the cops on me for being mad?

There was a long silence. I could tell Sandra was thinking. "Why are you with her if she's that bad?"

"I love her." I tell Sandra. "That's why."

There was another silence. "We better get back to the party." Sandra tells me.

The next day, things were a bit better. A lot of people hungover at the next Warped Tour stop, but it was kinda nice. I had to drive though, everyone was either too drunk or too high to drive. Anyways we had made a lot more friends. We were now friends with Attila, Tonight Alive, and other newbies. Everything was great! Even our performance was awesome! Everything was going fucking amazing, 'Till I get a call from Danni.

"Hey." I tell her with minor anger in my voice.

"Why did you hang up?" She's all of sudden blaming ME for last night.

"What?" I yell "I DIDN'T HANG UP, YOU DID. I WAS JUST ASKING WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG AND YOU LIED TO ME SAYING YOU WERE FINE, WHICH IS BULLSHIT CAUSE I KNOW YOU WEREN'T OKAY LAST NIGHT."

"I'm sorry." I hear crying on the phone. "I'm so fucking sorry."

I immediately feel like a fucked up loose cunt. "No I'm sorry for yelling"

"No that's not what I meant." I hear sobbing.

"Danni, what the FUCK did you do?" I ask her, having an idea of what her answer might be.

"I was so fucking wasted okay?"

"What. Did. You. Do?" I repeat this time anger rising in my voice.

"Mike came over yesterday, cause I told him I was sad cause you're on tour, and he brought some beer and wine over and we got wasted and next thing I remember is waking up naked next to him" She tells me.

I drop my phone, refusing to believe what I had just heard. I pick up my phone. "You cheated on me?"

"I'm sorry." She didn't even sound like she was sorry.

"Wow. Just fucking wow." That's all I could say, I loved her, but I hate what she's done. I didn't know whether to forgive or not.

"Will you forgive me?"

"I don't fucking know." I yell. I hated this so much. She is a psychotic fucking bitch. She was never like this, I don't know why she's just like this nowadays. "Fine, whatever just leave me alone right now." I hang up and find Sandra, who was with the rest of 'Embrace The Broken'.

"Hey, there you are! I've been looking for you! Want to go watch Attila's set with us?" Sandra points to the rest of the band.

"Fuck yeah!" Attila was one of my favorite bands.

"We'll be moshing and shit." Kaitlynn tells me, excited.

"Fuck yeah!" I say also excited. "Hey anyone got a blunt?" I ask around.

"No maybe Fronz has one." Steph tells me.

"What's wrong?" I knew Sandra was worried. Has she figured me out already?

"So. Danni called." I tell Sandra.

"What'd she say?" Sandra asks. I wasn't sure whether to tell her or not. I'm not sure how she'd react.

"We've been gone for one day, and she fucking cheats on me." I shout angry at the thought that she cheated on me. To be honest I'm not sure why I forgave her.

"Wait she what?" Kaitlynn yells pissed off that her best friend had been cheated on.

(A/N: GOD DAMN IT DANNI YOU PSYCHO CUNT. Gonna leave it here for now. FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS TOMORROW! :o!)

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