Who am I In Love With? (A One Direction Fan fiction)

41. Is hard to believe

Sophie's P.O.V:

When we arrived to the hotel we went directly to our rooms mine was with Louis, I left my bags on the side of my bed then I laid down closing my eyes to rest when suddenly I felt the weight of Louis on top of me.

"Ugh, Lou!" I chuckled opening my eyes and kissing him, "wha?" he said closing his eyes, "get off me" I said trying to push him off, "no, I'm dead I can't move dead people don't move" he said shutting his eyes and opening his mouth, " ja ja, very funny, Lou!" I said pushing him off finally he turned us around.

There was a silence but it wasn't awkward it was comfortable we were looking at each others eyes, then he started kissing slowly and sweetly my neck then my cheeks going all the way to my shoulder, I knew where this was going so I had to stop him.

"L-Lou I'm not sure it's the moment..." I said to him placing one hand over his cheek, "ok...what you want lovely" he said putting me on his side, "just one little question...is it because you're...i mean a..." he said, "no Lou I'm not a virgin, it is because we have been not that much time for me to be completely confident" I said looking at our feet, "completely confident?" Louis asked me, "yea, I mean not completely confident to show you my body" I said blushing it was a stupid reason, "to show me your body?" he said sitting up straight, "g-", "Sophie, I already saw you on a swimsuit isn't it enough skin I had seen for you to be confident enough? Sophie...i saved your life isn't it enough for you to trust me?" Lou said standing up and going to his bed, oh oh I think I got him upset.

"Uh Lou..." I said trying to fix things, he stood up and pushed me to the wall, "yea?", "Uhhh" I said nervous, he just placed his hands on my hips and started kissing me, things were going to the wrong direction, but I liked it, I started taking his shirt off, he then took out mine leaving me on just bra, "what a cute bra" he said, I had a pink push up bra, "what a cute six pack" I said winking, he then on buttoned my pants and started pulling them down, then it was my turn once we were both on just underwear he throw us to his bed but before while I kissed him he took out a condone.

"Go on" he said my eyes were wide, "what that's you job" I said, "ok then" he said and took off his boxers, oh wow, then he put the condone and finally put the boxers on again for me to take them off, weird, and then he throw us to the bed, he started kissing each part of me getting to my lips, while he unbuttoned my bra, etc....

"Wow" he said once we finished I was hipper ventilating, "I need-shit this is not my bag" I cut my self once I was unpacking my bag, "oh oh" Lou said hugging me from behind he was already in his pajamas, "I need to go to Danika and Kams room because this is Kams bag she must have mine" I said, then Lou throw me one of his hoodies that I put on top of my underwear, "thanks" I said and opened the door of the room hitting someone with it.

"Oh god sorry vale really!" I said helping Tina stand up, "yea no problem" she said, "uhh Sophie?" Harry said pointing at my 'clothes', "oh god! sorry is just that-" I tried to say but Tina interrupted me, "I think we know what happened not necessity to explain" Tina said closing Harry's eyes in joke, "omg shhhh" I said blushing heavily I didn't want everyone to know, they giggled and kept walking towards their room, I looked to the sides and walked straight to Kams and Danika's room.

Once I was there I knocked at the door, "yup" Kams answered at the door, "it's me please open" I said and once she opened i entered as fast as i could, "wow oh..." Kams said smiling and moving her eyebrows, "yea...want me to explain?" I said, "well not explain but details..." Kams said exited.

Niall's P.O.V:

I can't handle it not any more, thinking about Kams cutting I can't, dani had came to talk with me, she was cute I think I feel seething for her, but is not the moment to be romantic I need to ask for help.

"Hey!" she said, "oh hey!" I said taking her by her waist and spinning her around, "Niall leave me down" she giggled, "ok my queen" I said, "awwwww" she said sitting as a queen, "why here?" I asked her, "wanna talk" she said to me, "yea? Of wha?" I said getting closer, "of my attraction to you" she said giving me a peck on the lips I was speechless, "and why not about MY attraction to YOU" I said to her she blushed heavily and the biggest smile you could imagine appeared on her face, "ok" she agreed, "lets talk about your attraction towards me" she repeated, but I couldn't stop thinking about Kams she was my friend but even though a friend is a friend and nothing can stop me from caring for her, "uh yea... may I ask you something very out of place?" I asked her taking her hand her smile disappeared but she agreed, "well the thing is that at the plane I was talking with Kams and well she told me that she was sad, but then I discovered that she wasn't just 'sad' she was depressed, she cuts did you knew that? what could I do?" I asked her she was surprised, her eyes were watery and she was shaking, then one tear escape from her eye, I embrace her on a hug, "are you serious Niall?" she asked me while crying in my shoulder, "yes I am I know is hard to believe it but we need to do something," I said cleaning her tears, "yea, we need t-" she was interrupted by Zayn entering the room.

"Is everything alright? wanna hug?" he said while eating some Cheetos, "oh don't worry everything is fine, but a hug isn't bad" she tried to smile her best, then she stood up and hugged Zayn, "hey mate did you knew that down stairs is a whole buffet?" Zayn said laying on his bed and taking out his phone, "no not really" I said like I didn't care much even if I really did, "hey I'll be back in a second going to leave dani at her room" I said standing up, "why? she's old she can go by herself" Zayn said joking, "ja ja very funny, it's late and it's because I'm a gentleman" I said and closed the door behind me, and walked to Danika's room.

"Oh hey Sophie" I said once we entered the room, "hey hey" she said smiling, "and those clothes?" Danika asked, they seemed familiar to me, "oh nothing just my pajamas" she said getting up and going to the door, "where are you going?" Kams asked, "goodnight to my room" she said and we all answered with a 'night', I left Danika there, our plan was that very dissimulating Danika would 'find out' about the cuts and would try to help her someway.

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AN:

Sorry for the lateness, shortness, etc... my excuses this time are that I had no Internet (true) and that I had no time (false).

No really I had no Internet and once I got it back I was lack of creativity :'(

Hope you liked it <3

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