Who am I In Love With? (A One Direction Fan fiction)

17. Nothing can stop me from loving her

Harry's P.O.V:

*FLASHBACK*

"Lou, Lou!," I tried to wake him up, "what?!" He almost jumped of the bed, "calm down" I chuckled, "Tina is not here and it's almost 8:00am in the morning I stayed all night waiting for her but..." I was scared, Tina wasn't at home in the entire night, what if something happened to her? What if she fell a sleep in the middle of the street, and a car?! I don't want to think of those things.

"What? She's not here? Are you sure?" Lou said standing up and going to the front door, "yea I'm sure Lou," I said from his room door, "it-" Lou was cut by the sound of the ding dong, he opened the door as if the one on the other side was the queen.

"Omg! Tina were the hell were you? Are you alright? Come in, are you hurt? Did you get some sleep?" Lou said hugging her very tightly, I felt very guilty, all this was my fault, what would Zayn do right now? Hmmm.

"But those puffy red eyes say other thing" Lou said to her, was she crying? Why? Did something happen last night? I felt so so soooooo guilty now, what if she was crying because I left her there, or because I wasn't there when she need me, then I saw all the boys running to her, so I diced to go too, I need to act like them, after what Lou said, she wasn't in love with me, but nothing couldn't stop me from being in love with her.

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It was time to go to rehearsals, but I didn't want to leave her alone again, but as Lou was the one responsible not me I just obey.

We were singing I would, when I tried to hear the lines of the song, and I realized that it was the perfect dialog of my situation with Tina, so if I couldn't tell her the truth I would let her know what I feel.

"Harry! Are you hearing me?" Simon asked me, "uh oh sorry what?" I asked getting to reality again, "when we get home you are going to tell her that she has to stay, get it?" Simon order me, I didn't want to, I heard how she thanked Lou because of offering her to come with us, if I tell her she would be destroyed.

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We arrived home and Tina was a sleep in her room while watching Discovery Kids, she was so cute I wanted to just jump on the bed and hug her tightly and give her one of those big and emotional kisses, but I can't.

"Oh shhhh she's a sleep" I said to the rest, "then wake her up you two need to talk" Simon said rudely.

Once I woke her up they leave us alone so we could talk, it was like a nightmare, seeing her perfect innocent face, I couldn't.

"I need to tell you something too" she said, that got me more nervous.

Every time I tried to tell her I got out of my point and she guided me.

"So what you are trying to say is that I need to act like a friend and just that, ok don't worry I will is no problem to me" She said, "uh exactly! I'm glad you got it, know what did you wanted to tell me?," I asked more nervous, dam how was I supposed to fix this now! "nothing it had the same point as yours so don't worry" she said and stand up, she had the same point? She just wanted us to be friends? That broke my heart.

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I was on stage looking at her all the time, that clothes fit her so good she was so sexy, like if she was doing it on purpose.

Then the time come, the song I would was about to start when I interrupted to tell the rest and specially to her that this song was dedicated to her.

"This one I want to dedicate it to Tina, Louis' cousin, Tina here is all I want to tell you" I said looking straight at her, Danika had tinctured her black straight hair into a red curly hair because of her new paper in the movie, she was using contact lenses color green, that were resulting very good on her.

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There was an awkward silence between us, "so...I would he?" She finally said, "yea," I answered I didn't knew what to say or how, "yea? Harry I need you to explain me, you first tell me I need us to be just friends and know you dedicate me a song in the middle of a concert? What does that means?" She asked me sweetly, "you may see, the thing is that I love you, but you don't, you are in love with other and I wanted to tell you that I would do the same and more than the person you are I love with" I tried to explain her the best I could, i took her chin in my hand, "what? Harry don't you get it? I'm falling for you!" She said kissing me hard, but i broke the kiss, Lou was right if I let her fall for me when she discovers the truth she would be hurt, "no! No, no you don't" i said, "what? Harry I do" She said taking my hand, "you are in love with me like me physically but I'm not me, get it?" I said taking my hand out of hers, "Harry what do you mean?" She was so confused, it was killing me in the inside knowing that she loved other, "I'm not my true self" I said and stand up, "harry! No wait! Ugh!" She shouted, then I heard the back door close, no! She cant!

I ran to the back door to stop her, if paparazzi or fans see her they would attack her, and with the crutches and all that she can't run, I went out side to look for her but I just find a hole bunch if paparazzi and fans and a camion backwards.

She can't be gone again!

*END OF FLASHBACK*

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AN:

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