Who am I In Love With? (A One Direction Fan fiction)

39. Changes

Tina's P.O.V

Once we stepped out of the hospital doors we saw Paul walking towards us, "You Guys Ready ?" He said, I was confused not knowing what's happening around me I was holding onto my belly gently rubbing it feeling so attached to the baby growing inside of me and I could feel Harry's hand intertwined with mine, I wasn't feeling comfortable with his company, not because I had stopped loving him, just because I feel he doesn't feel the same for me.

"Paul canceled our flight to tonight we should be there at the airport in an hour" Lou said, I smiled at him which he kindly returned and I nodded my head and then I looked at Rafy and we just had a simple eye contact and as if she understood me and what I was trying to say, it's like she read my eyes cause she looked at Harry and said, "Harry let me take care of you" he looked down at me said to Rafy, "but what about Tina?" I saw Rafy look at the person besides me in the eyes as if telling him something which was Zayn and in a second Zayn talked, "Don't worry Haz I will take care of Tina the whole way" and he winked at him and looked down at me smiling warmly to me I smiled a weak smile but a true smile I don't know why but every time I smile at Zayn if was a real smile never fake, " Okay sure I won't mind at all" harry asnwered after thinking a bit, Rafy placed a hand on his waist and the other hand hold his arm over her shoulder to support him to walk, the look on Harry's face showed me that he was enjoying every second of it, I was enjoying it too but not in the way Harry was, this was going out of my hands and I can't keep it this way.

Once we all settled in the van I sat besides Zayn, we cuddled it was so peaceful and comforting it made me forget about the whole day I have been through it felt like Zayn and I were in our own world everyone of the boys was occupied, while I was resting my head on Zayn's warm chest my eyes darted around me as I saw Harry placing his head on Rafi's chest while she rubbed his injured leg softly and a small smiled planted on his lips enjoying the moment while Louis was holding Sophie close and they were laughing with Liam about something that was said that I didn't even pay attention to and Niall was talking with Kams it felt like they were enjoying each other's company, I dunno but I love Harry not Zayn but something about Zayn is pulling me closer to him although I love the Bad Boy type which is Harry not Zayn and I thought Rafy loved the cheeky flirtatious type like Liam but she seems to be comfortable around Harry even more, it's all confusing but I just can't bare thinking of anything at the moment, I'm thinking of many things at a time, the baby, Harry, Zayn, Rafy, love, hate, ugh I'm confused I'm scared, I'm not me anymore.

Once we arrived we all headed towards the airport, I found myself standing besides Harry who was holding me close to him while we all kept our heads down cause of the Paparazzi.

Harry's P.O.V

Rafi was so comfortable I don't know what's going on with me but I have a strange feeling towards her that I can't describe but she is so kind even too kind to me and she is taking care of me just like she promised but still Tina is my one and only, I love her and I am willing to keep it that way, my problem is Zayn she seems yo comfortable by zany's side and as i thought before she's really in love with Zayn in some way but I don't wanna lose her, I have to keep her the close I can to myself, so when we got out of the van I held Tina close to me protectively while we kept our heads down to prevent the paparazzi and when we got inside the Airport we went to check in our luggage.

While standing there I saw Liam placing his arm protectively around Rafi's shoulder and was whispering something in her ears making her laugh while blushing, wow he is so good at being me I wonder what was he saying to her...I got angry by it and by the way he is holding her, I dunno why but I felt uncomfortable towards the whole situation, I placed my hand around Tina's waist pulling her close while she protectively held onto her belly rubbing it and I bent down to her lips and kissed her but I could feel that someone's eyes were on us and when I look up I found Zayn looking away hurt...I got really confused but brushed it off and when I looked back at Rafy again I saw Liam placing his arms around her waist kissing her neck while she was giggling and looking at something her phone and then she placed her cell phone in front of her and Liam and Liam looked up and kissed her cheek while she was smiling widely and she snapped a picture, God i wanted it to be me doing this..Wait what ?? what am I thinking I Love Tina L-O-V-E! I don't have feeling for Rafif or any other girl just Tina....it felt like I didn't believe it and I was convincing myself that this is the truth.

Zayn's P.O.V

Harry is getting on my nerves by just touching Tina it's making me angrier by the second when he holds her close, every touch, every kiss, every eye contact, everything kills me more and more I want Tina to be mine, she needs me know, and everything between us just feels so right, that it has to be true, she is falling for my character which is Harry and she doesn't even know it, it hurts me so bad that she doesn't know that she is falling for the wrong one I wish that she knew that this is me Not Harry, Everything between them is based on her love to my personality which Harry Owns cause of this Stupid game, and what hurts me more is that I almost lost her today, I couldn't bare but now I won't let a Fly hurt her while I am alive I got really jealous of Harry and Tina but when I look at Harry I found his eyes fixed on Rafif and Liam and I could see Fury in his eyes just like mine, but he can't be jealous right ?

After we were all done with the luggage Louis came and told us our seats, "Liam you're with Danika...Tina you're with Zayn....Harry you're with Rafif-" Liam interrupted Louis, " Why Louis ?? can't I sit beside Rafif??"Liam said I looked over at Harry and I still saw the furious look on his face he just pulled Rafif by the waist saying so calmly, "Sorry Liam Rafif will sit beside me, cause you know she takes care of me" my eyes to Rafif and I saw her blushing I smiled and laughed a small laugh Tina looked up at me saying while smiling, "what's wrong Zayn?" I whispered in her ear, "Rafif is blushing cause of what Harry just said and did...." she placed her head on my chest chuckling lightly, " You're unbelievable Zaynie" I laughed a small laugh, I loved it when she called me that way, " and you love it.." I could feel her smile against my chest.

In a few minutes we were in the plane settled in our seats ready for our flight, I could feel Tina get more and more scared so I just held her hand and rubbed the back of it with my thumb, she looked at me worry filling her beautiful eyes I looked back at her with a reassuring look, "Nothing will hurt you while I am here.." I said she smiled at me a weak smile but i could see it was real I just held her close placing a hand on her tommy to comfort her and the baby and soon she relaxed in my touch, I wanted to take advantage of this precious moment, of holding Tina in my arms keeping her safe and the baby, of feeling her warmth in my arms.

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AN:

Hope you like it once again give thanks to the amazing almost cowriter of this book, well what I mean is that she wrote this chap I correct and change a few parts but she did this one so guys applause her.

Love ya all!!!!!