Who am I In Love With? (A One Direction Fan fiction)

40. It's a girl!

Kam's P.O.V:

I sat next to Naill in the plane, we haven't talk in a while, well I haven't talk to him in a while, the thing is I'm confused, all my life I looooved Niall Horan the leprechaun who eats all its in front of him and more, but when I get to know them Zayn is that funny, hug person, not Niall but I even feel that in the very deep Niall is the one I've known from before.

At one point I could feel that Zayn wanted to be with me, we talked, danced and yes we kissed, it was that concert night were the guys show us to the fans, I felt something very little but there was that something that let me know he was the one, but after that he didn't talk with me either I did, I didn't even dare to look at any of the guys, that's the reason we haven't talk but it's time to fix this.

"Hey! how's everything going?" I asked Naill with a big smile in my face, "great thanks and what about you?" he said while blocking his phone to pay me more attention, "not much really bored, well not bored sad" I said it was true with all this kiss problem I feel sad, "awww really why?" he said taking my hand, I tensed, "you ok?" Naill said because of my reaction, "uhh y-yea" I said trying to move my hand from his but I just got that his grip got stronger, "tell me Kams I can see it in your eyes that something's wrong, I'm your friend as you're mine, friends, friends tell each other everything isn't it?" Naill said looking straight into my eyes, and there was the answer to my question, friendzone, "yea but is that-shit!" I said when my bracelets broke because of his grip and showing all my scars one by one, "y-you c-cut? how cou-could you!?" Naill said letting my hand free which I immediately cover, "shhhhh! Naill you can't tell anyone, it's our little secret, alright?" I murmured to him, he nodded and looked at Liam I turned his head toward me again and looked into his eyes repeating what I had said before, "alright?", "mhm" Naill nodded and turned around looking through the window, shit I ruined my opportunity to fix things.

"We are about to arrive to Venezuela, with a temperature of 32°C, hope you had enjoy our flight" a woman said through the speakers, we all got ready I could see how Tina tensed and hugged her armrest while we descended, finally the airplane touch land and stopped, I got up and tried to get my bag from the boot but it was to high for me to reach it, then I saw a hand take it and pull it down for me when I turned around I saw Niall giving me my bag.

"Thanks" I said to him, "sure" he answered and took his own bag. We got out of that plane, and there was a huge bunch of fans waiting for us and also our vans, the guys took some pictures, wrote some autographs and then finally after what seemed years we got to the vans and drove to the hotel.

"So here I have the keys, each room is for 2, and there are 5 rooms, maths, so I think the batter way to do this is by couples, so Harry and Tina; Sophie and I; Kams and Danika; Zayn and Naill; and Liam and Rafy" Louis said I took my room keys and walk to my room, next to us was Rafy and Liam, they were asking why they 2 in the room but never refuse, I think they like it that way but to convince the rest that nothing was going on between them they act as in disagree.

"This is heaven" Dani said once she rested on the bed, "is it that good?" I said then I rest in mine and it surely was, "oh gosh this IS heaven" I said closing my eyes and relaxing.

"Kams?", "mhm?", "do you think Naill feels something for me? is that he always say that you two are very good friends and well that's obviously visible" Danika said, what?! Naill? she falls for Naill my Naill, no wait stop thinking this way Camila! "uh I donno, why?" I said sitting up straight, "because well you know that well Liam and I is just..." she said moving her hands in a way of saying nothing real, "mhm yea I know" I said, "well then I don't feel anything for Liam either he does, but lately I've been talking with Naill and I think I love him, I mean the way he looks at me makes me blush, when we talk I get speechless, his funny and hyperactive personality, everything about him is just-", "I know, I know what you mean Dani, yea I think he does love you why wouldn't he, you're such an amazing person" I said thinking of the airplane, of his touch of his eyes, "OMG! really?" she said exited I could see she meant it, she really loved him, "I think you must go and talk with him" I said to her while I take a shower, "really? do I? ok well I'll go...but what if I seem desperate? an-", "just go!" I chuckled she immediately stood up and walkout the door, I walked to the bathroom and turned the shower on I took my clothes off and got into the water letting it travel all my dry body, then I took out my scissors and started cutting as in every bath I took is my way to express, to let everything out. I start hearing some squeals from the other room, what would it be?