One Shots

What Have I Done

A/n

This is from a roleplay I did with AlextheKiller1331. It was a gerita rp but I brought Romano into things. The roleplay is posted in her book please read it before you read this. But there is a slight trigger warning on this one. You've been warned.

Summary of Rp:

Italy finds HRE's clothes and push broom he gave him in Germany's storage closet and freaks out. The two end up confessing love and then as they go onto make love Romano walks in. Romano assumes Germany is using Italy of course and freaks out not only on Germany but Italy as well. Germany stands up for the Italian causing Romano to throw a glass at Italy when he tried to stop Romano from running away. Romano then proceeds to kick Italy out of the house.

Summary over.

Romano

I pace around in Italy's hardly touched room frantically. What did I do?!

Feli looked so scared and upset! God I'm a fucking idiot!

Well Italy is probably fucking that stupid potato bastard right fucking now!

I bought him that stupid Italian flag cup only to end up destroying it due to anger. Feliciano's horrified eyes seem to be stuck in my mind. It's all his fault!

Everyone always wanted him! They didn't want me because of how happy and 'cute' he is! It was always him!

I feel myself start to break into sobs again. I'm tired of being here! I want to disappear!

Suddenly I'm shuffling through my desk door looking for the all to fimillar gun. It's not going work and I know it.

Slowly I raise it to my head and place my finger on the trigger. I hear the door downstairs fly open but that doesn't stop me.

"Lovi!" Feli sobs out.

"Romano!" I squeeze my eyes shut as potato bastard calls out for me.

"Roma!" A sob escapes from my lips when I hear his voice.

The man who I gave everything to! The one who picked me! The one who's a fucking idiot but in the most attractive way possible.

Suddenly my study door gets thrown open by stupid fucking Germany. Feli is stood behind him with large scared looking eyes. Germany's eyes are unread able. He seems angry but I don't care.

"You know that's not going to work Lovino." Potato Bastard snaps harshly. Feli is sobbing into Antonio's shoulder.

I feel myself begin to slowly smile. I've finally gotten under his skin! After all these years of trying. Slowly I lower the gun I once had pressed on my head.

"You're right, it won't work. Only countries can kill other countries." I pause to grin at Antonio. "You've never liked me Ludwig but you tolerated me for my baby brother. So why don't you do it." I watch as Germany's blue eyes widen.