pen-pal || ethan dolan

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Ethan's pov

"Ethan turn the lights off. it's time to go to sleep" my mom repeats.

"alright, good night"

I looked around and formed my hand into a fist, I grabbed it and punched it into my pillow.

"Why did You Do that?" I punched my pillow again.

Not blaming the pillow, it's my own fault.

Who comes with such a stupid plan?

I literally lost my best friend,well for me she was more.

Was? I mean she is more for me.

She's the one that I dream about always.

She's the one that I think about all day.

She is the one so I make sure that I behave.

She's beautiful in every single way.

Her imperfections make her perfect the way she is.

The structure of her face,the way her hair falls when she goes with her hand through it.

the way she looks at you when she's talking about things she doesn't understand in this crazy world (as she would say)

I really sound like a freak, But I really like Mae, I may even be in love with her, and I wasted my chance with this girl.

Hahaha is it weird I'm having such strong feelings for her? I've only seen her through a webcam, I haven't even touched her, yet I've fallen in love with her.

who comes with a stupid idea to fake the fact of having a girlfriend?

I though that all the boys at her school were in love with her, and that I would never have a chance with her.

but now she's happy with this Alex guy....

That escalated verrrryyyy quick.
Oh well