My Daggered Heart

The truth

This is a sort of poem in Louis Tomlinson POV.  For Larries

You're all that I have

I will give you my all if you give it back

God knows I tried

To hide

My feelings for you

But I couldn't contain it , you know it's true

You know I would be there if you do too

I'm sorry for lieing

Just know that I've been trying

Through all the fighting

You're the only one I've been loving

They took away our voices, they took away our pen and paper

But now it's not our fault our skin became our diaries.

You might hate me right now

I know I seem like a monster

But when we took that final bow

Our new lives seemed to be arriving faster

Just bare with me

You will soon see

What I have in store for us once they let me free

I say me because you don't belong  there anymore

It has been a while since you walked out that door

Remember when I said that you must stay brave, that you mustn't break?

Thank you for staying strong when I was lost

Lost in my dreams and didn't see what my actions would cost

I see now that they cost you

I could have lost  you so many times

But here you are forgiving me again , I can't belive it's true,

I can't believe your mine

I want to say I'm sorry but I know it's over used

I killed the word and in doing so I can tell that your heart has been bruised

I've been delusional , I didn't know what I had to loose

but then later I knew

It took me a while to finally accept the truth

You are the only one I want at the end of the day

Love is love , there is no other way

Wish I admitted it sooner, was scared what people would say

My love you know I'm gay

Now I'm back at your door

You're looking at me unsure

I should have seen it before

You're all I think about baby!

I was so stupid for letting you go

But I know that you're still the one

You might have moved on but boy you should know

I know that you're still the one

I'm missing half of me

Literally

Home is where the heart is

Then you are my home

Cause my heart has always been with you