The Bachelor Home Is Where The Heart Is Book 9 In The Series

chapter 13

Zayn POV
After a long day in the studio I knew it was time for me to get ready to go and work with my wife funny video for Golden and I couldn't wait because she's the love of my life and I like working on this video with her it's day 2 and so much fun I've been having with her doing this

As I was thinking all this the person I was thinking about brought me out of my thoughts

Pamela - hey baby see you seem a mile away are you okay

Zayn - I didn't see you get here yet baby I was just thinking about you because I love you so much that's all and I'm enjoying my time doing this video with you and I'm glad about the song about you

Pamela - I don't know why everything I do you think is golden but I thank you for that I love you and everything and everything you do for me is sweet, just got to get back to doing this video I wonder what else that you're going to make me wear it today you know how I am about wearing dresses and stuff I'm very self-conscious but if you want me to wear one for the video I will

Zayn - are you sure we can keep to put in tank tops and jeans and stuff like that on you if that makes you feel more comfortable baby just something a little sexy but not to be too far out of your comfort zone

Pamela - move some things work better for me to wear a dress it will but if it works better for me to wear it's just some jeans and stuff goes by the scene I guess you know you are the only one that can make me come out of my comfort zone as you're there No One Believes In Me enough for that I love you

Zayn - I love you more and there's times like this everybody has to understand that when it comes to me and you I'm always going to stand by and you're always going to stand by me I don't know why people try to put tabloids if they're saying I'm dissing you and I'm just so the guys I'm doing this and I'm doing that are saying you're doing this in doing that just one thing we know between the two of us no matter what we're always going to come through because we love each other

Pamela - I know I don't care what people say about you and the tabloids cuz I know the real you you always call me and tell me after pictures we took in and said he's going to call me in some tabloid because I find out that these girls actually have throw themselves at you when you have tried to tell them that you're married and just want to be left alone you've always called me right after the incident so I know

Zayn - that's so is one of the best things that I love about you and how you can always look past the fact people make me out to be a bad guy when I'm not

Pamela - I know right people are always trying to picture you and the boys against each other when you're not have a problem with the guys probably you had was management not the boys themselves respected the boys always just stuff that was behind the scene I wish people would get over it already and let them know that you still care about the boys it's just things have changed a bit but the last I checked you've been going back with the boys now so they don't know they're coming out with any one of the guys when they see that you're back with the boys maybe people will f****** back off and let you be

Zayn - yeah that could be a really good idea I just wish people would understand where I come from and who I am and not think of me as an ignorant f*** her when I'm not I care about everybody and stuff like that they just need to back off and let me find my way

Pamela - yeah and they will see that you and the guys have no bad feelings between you and they say that your back with the boys and everything so everything should be ok on baby let's go to the video so you feel better about what people say and like you said I'm your everything right so focus on me right now we do the video for Golden you wrote the song about me I need to give you something to be happy about right

Zayn - thank you for always being here when I need you baby

Pamela - you know I'm always going to be here when you need me I love you too much to let you down I've been by your side ever since we met on The Bachelor have a night and you picked me you've never let me down and I never let you down so it's going to be me and you baby I love you

Zayn - I love you beautiful you know why are my everything right and I'm not about to let anybody come between us right this is the best thing to do right now focus on each other like you said

we went back to working on the video I'm enjoying every minute of spending time with my wife she is what keeps me going and she's my rock along with our children I'm so grateful to have my family had to have my career to have her and grateful to being back with the boys I guess you could say I was going through a phase for a while there but now we work things out everything should go back to the way it used to be people sometimes have a lot of s*** to do with once you find out where you belong it a good thing