I just woke very sick. I've been in the restroom for two hours and in thirty minutes have class. I just couldn't mentally get myself together. My mom used to tell me when i was younger that when you do wrong guilt starts to take over your whole life and I think it has. I tried calling Tray and he hasn't answered. Some his friends from class have asked if I heard from cause he's not answering them. I went to the house after class and opened the door and I heard gagging. I ran to the bathroom and he was sick just like I was early this morning.
"Tray" i say trying to hold my tears in
"Amari" he says looking at me trying to hold his tears in as well
"I know you don't want to hear this and we don't ever have to get back together but I truly apologize. I know you wont believe me but I don't blame you first Dollaz and now August." I say sliding my back down the wall now sitting across from him.
"I accept you apology cause I had apart as well. I slept with this girl Angela when I performed last week" he says
"damn" i say in a raspy tone with tears starting to slowly trickle down my face.
"Yeah and it sucks that all this happened but it did. I am sad to say this but I don't love you like I used to and I know you don't love me like you used to. I don't like feeling line this and I don't like feeling like this might be the end but I don't want to be with you right now and I hope you understand why but I want my kids to be in the same house as me. I don't want to be like my dad like once him and my mom split he barely saw my brothers or me. You need to be in the house too because this is our house we both help pay for it, well our parents paid but that counts as us. Now when I tell my niggas what happen some gon think its dumb that we're trying to work things out and I have a little voice in my head that's saying it's dumb too but we have two little girls. Aye couples have been through worse and have gotten back together. So can you wait it out with me?" he says slightly smiling
"I understand and hopefully everything works out." I say
He got up and turned on the shower. I had a class right now and I was very late so I left and sped. When I went into Acoustics there were only like 12 people in class and class usually has at least 25 plus students. I came in and grabbed my guitar and started warming up. Professor Smith doesn't ever say anything to me when I'm late.
After class I went to pick up the twins and took them to take pictures for their first birthday invitations.
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After the shoot I went to my god parents house to get our things then went to drop the twins off at the house as well as our things. I left and went to class.
After at least 2 hours of listening to Mrs. Brown about how to protect your voice and how to be a great singer we were finally released from class. I get my things and try to leave but this boy James stops me.
