Today we are leaving and on our way to the beach. Thanksgiving was fun. My lil brother been tryna hit on Ja tho. I packed up the car and we met everyone at Tray's parents. We waited for Chyna and Jaxon then started driving.
After a few hours we made it to Jekyll. We unpacked our cars and walked up to this beach house we rented.
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We put our things in the rooms and went to some lounge area in the backyard. We talk and ate and sang Happy Birthday to Ja. After chilling with everyone we went to our own separate rooms. Ja looked nice in her cute lil outfit. She laid on the bed and I laid next to her.
"This is nice" she says
"It sure is but you know what I've been asking you for can we make that happen down here?" I ask
"I still am not ready" she says
"Babe it's been a year since we've been together and the most I've been near it was that one time we had sex after hanging out with my parents and the next day we argued cause you thought I took advantage of you. And the time I ate the cat. So please don't make me keep waiting" I say
"It's my damn birthday do I really have to argue with you about this?" She asks
"Fuck it" I say getting up and going back to the backyard
Amari was in the backyard chilling. I went and sat next to her.
"Hey Mari" I say
"Hey" she says looking at me
"You look nice" I say
She chuckles.
"I miss you" I say scooting close to her
"U mm did you and Ja get in an argument?" She asked
"That don't matter. I just told you I missed you" I say
"Honey, oh sugar, them feelings that I had for you been gone. The are looooooooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg gone" she says getting up and pats my back and chuckles
Damn.
I sit there and just think.
Amari...
I can't believe that nigga really tried to hit on me. I've changed since the August issue but at the same time me and Tray don't really get alone that much . I started thinking and just thought my daughters shouldn't have to go through no custody issues or other shit like that so I'm hoping no shit goes on so me and Tray can stay together. But we might be close to ending everything.
I got up from the table and walked to the room. Tray was laying on his phone. I sat on his back.
"Amari Michelle you're not fucking light get off my damn back" he says so I get up
