Today was the start of fall break. Me and Jaxon are going to the mall today. We left and went to the mall and shopped for hours until my feet started to hurt and cramp. We left and went back to the house.
When we got home Ja called me.
"Hello" I answered
"Why TF you ain't tell us you're engaged" says Ja
"Yeah hoe that's a secret you don't keep" says Amari
These hoes got me on three way.😩
"How did y'all find out?" I ask
"Jaxon was on the phone with Dashawn and it slipped" Ja says
"We were gonna tell y'all during the winter cause we're trying to have this huge winter party. But did anything else slip out?" I ask
"No but is there something else?" Amari asks
"Aww no" I say
"Whatever bro but I gotta go" Amari says
We all hang up.
Amari...
This morning I woke up and took the twins to get breakfast. After we ate we left and went to the house.
When we got home I put the girls to sleep then went to the studio to finish recording the last song for my mix tape.
After recording the last song I went upstairs to get an outfit because I got invited to a dinner party. I cleaned up around the house then picked out the twins outfits. I did my hair and makeup and dressed the girls. I put on my outfit then we left.
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The dinner party was to raise money for the well known #BLACKLIVESMATTER. Families of victims that suffered from police brutality were there, as well as other community leaders and activist.
The night was truly beautiful. My Godfather spoke as well as an elected official. After the dinner I spoke to this one lady who plans on starting a mentoring program for boys. Even though me and Tray are not together right now I still volunteered him to be a mentor.
We left and went back home. I put the twins to bed then went to the bedroom to get my night clothes. I took another shower and put them on.
Tray was in bed already. I'm acting like I don't want us to hurry and get back together but deep down I really do. I think long and hard and lay in OUR bed. I scoot close to him.
"Seeing everything that's going on in the world with black men. I can't lose you. I fucked up but I'm truly am sorry. You don't have to forgive me right now but hopefully you soon will." I say
He turns and looks at me.
"I forgive you and I'm sorry too" he says smiling
I lay close my eyes and slowly drift to a deep sleep.
